and so forth, and so forth:
ONE OF OUR OWN BOYS FROM CAMP
DIX, PRIVATE ROSCOE BENT,
WILL TELL OF SOLDIER LIFE.
COME AND GIVE HIM A WELCOME
There was more, but that was all Roscoe saw. It sickened him to read it.
He went on, heavy hearted, trying to comfort himself with the reflection
that he really did not know where Tom was or what he was doing. But it
did not afford him much comfort.
As he walked along, his head down, certain phrases ran continually
through his mind. They came out of the past, like things dead, out of
another life which Roscoe Bent knew no more: _Do you think I'd let them
get you? Do you think because you made fun of me ... I wouldn't be a
friend to you? I got the strength to strangle you! I know the trail--I'm
a scout--and I got here first. They'd have to kill me to make me
tell...._
Roscoe Bent looked behind him, as if he expected to see some one there.
But there was nothing but the straight, long street, in narrowing
perspective.
Under a lamp post on the next corner he took out of his alligator-skin
wallet a folded paper, very much worn on the creases, and holding it so
that the light caught it he skimmed hurriedly the few half-legible
sentences:
"... glad you didn't tell. If you had told it would have spoiled
it all--so I'm going to help the government in a way I can do
without lying to anybody.... can see I'm not the kind that tells
lies. The thing ... most glad about ... that you got registered.
... like you and I always did, even when you made fun of me."
"_I_ made fun----" he mumbled, crumpling the letter and sticking it into
the capacious pocket of Uncle Sam's big coat. "_I_--Christopher! If I
only had your nerve now--Tommy. It doesn't--it doesn't count for so much
to be able to strangle a fellow--though I ought to be strangled.--It's
just like Margaret said--the other kind of strength. If I could only
make up my mind to do a thing, like he could, and _then do it_!"
He leaned against the lamp post, this fine young soldier who was going
to help "can the Kaiser," and he did not stand erect at all, and all his
fine air was gone from him.
You had better not slink and slouch like that on the platform to-morrow
night, Private Roscoe Bent.
"I can see myself giving my father that message! Proud of me--of _me!
Brave soldier!_ That's what this poor kid said. And me trying to
flim-flam myself into thinking that I've got to keep still because I
promised Tom. How is it any of his business? It's between me and my----
And I made fun of him--_him_! I wonder what this bully scout kid would
say to that! I'm--I'm a low-down, contemptible sneak--that's what----"
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