Trevethlan: A Cornish Story. Volume 3 (of 3)Watson, William Davy
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Trevethlan: A Cornish Story. Volume 3 (of 3)
Watson, William Davy
Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction
That same evening the fugitive couple arrived in the metropolis, and
took up their abode in apartments engaged for them by Mr. Riches at a
hotel. It was time. Already they were beginning to long for other
company than their own; a few days more might make their own
companionship intolerable. One quarter of the moon had nearly taught
them the vanity of the lover's chimera, that they were all-sufficient
for one another. There was so much anxiety about their path, so much
gloom around the present, so much dismay in the future, that their
spirits drooped, and even love seemed to grow cold in their hearts. Let
them beware, for they were united for ever. In the preservation of their
mutual regard lay their only chance of peace; should that vanish, there
was nothing but misery before them. The day might then come when Mildred
would be qualified to receive succour from her mother, on the terms
which Esther, in the fierceness of her first indignation, had not
scrupled to prescribe.
The sense of the fault they had committed lay at the bottom of their
discontent. Mildred repented with bitter sorrow her rupture of all
filial ties, and exaggerated her sister's account of the distress it had
occasioned, thinking sometimes that she might even have broken her
mother's heart. She forgot the severity with which she had lately been
treated, and remembered only the tenderness which she had not seldom
experienced. She often recollected how she had been pressed to her
mother's bosom on the night of the fire, and she trembled to dwell upon
the affection which one moment had cast away.
Randolph read some portion of her thoughts; and he perceived that the
maternal sorrow to which he had once looked forward with perverse
eagerness, afforded him none of the satisfaction he had expected. It was
not so he ought to avenge his own or his father's wrongs. The scheme
recoiled upon himself. There was no happiness for him while his bride
was unhappy, and nothing but wretchednes for her until she had made her
peace at home. And so Randolph saw that his stolen marriage had actually
contributed to Esther's triumph. She had now not only his worldly
wealth, but himself beneath her foot. He had placed himself in a
position where he must either sue for mercy or behold his wife pining
away before his eyes.
Amidst such gloomy speculations, one bright spot sometimes appeared to
his mental vision. "I have thought," his father said, in those well
remembered words, "she was not so indifferent to me as she chose to
pretend. If it were so, she has avenged me on herself, and has my
forgiveness." Would that Randolph had dwelt oftener upon the hope
contained in this qualification, and more seldom upon the stern
injunction! Would that he had not suffered the early affront to himself
to take so firm a hold of him! That he had not fomented his personal
quarrel, until now he could see no avenue to reconciliation! That he had
listened with more humility to the remonstrances of Polydore Riches!
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