Sea stories, American; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Short stories, American
"It seemed as if the squall would never end. The gale rushed at him for
hours, a veritable hurricane of wind, accompanied by a deluge of warm
rain. He was badly frightened, not so much for his physical safety as
on account of his imagination. He says that during those long hours of
tumult and darkness, a premonition of doom became as real to his fancy
as if an actual spirit, an embodiment of disaster, had settled down out
of the night to keep him company. He didn’t feel alone—fate sailed with
him.
"In the morning, the island had, of course, disappeared. The squall had
at length passed over; the sea grew calm, and the hot sun burned down on
the water. It remained calm all day, so that he couldn’t use the sail.
He rowed the heavy boat until his hands could barely touch the oars,
steering as best he knew how by the sun. He had no compass, and his idea
of the direction of the island was vague; the squall, he thought, had
struck him from about E.S.E., but he couldn’t be certain. It might have
veered a point or two in the night, blowing him off at a new angle. And
what did it matter?—for he couldn’t pick out the points of the compass
with the wind gone and the sun directly overhead. A horrible fear
oppressed him that with all his frantic pulling he was shaping a course
past the island. But which side—which side? As the day wore on, with
no land appearing, this fear became a certainty.
"The second night was terrible; he had begun to comprehend the immensity
of the ocean. He was lost on the Pacific. Nothing but a miracle of
miracles would lead him back to the island. In his mind’s eyes he saw a
chart of the region; a dot marked the island, a smaller dot his present
position—the rest was a waste of waters. Thousands of lines radiated
from the smaller dot; these were the possible directions in which he
might steer. Only three or four of them approached the island; the rest
led nowhere.
"He remembered that he was far from the track of vessels. Not that he
wanted to return to the world, but a vessel might help him to find the
island. He was too full of life to want to die.... Scenes of the island
crossed his mind with poignant intensity. They would be searching for
him in their frail dug-out canoes. The women would be wailing behind
the village. Would his love believe that he had left her? No, he felt
her faith, across the silence. In fancy, he saw her standing at the
head of the beach, where she had first appeared to him. But her face
now was drawn in wild sorrow, her streaming eyes ranged the horizon as
if she would pierce the veil of death. He cried out to her; but the
vast cavern of the sky swallowed his words.
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