"Igraine," he said, "I have lived and learnt something in my time,
and my words are honest. On earth what do we find--a lie on truth's
lips, and anguish on the face of joy. The roses bloom and die, white
hands shrivel, and harness rusts under the green grass. As for fame, it
breeds hate and jealousy, and the curse of the proud. Music is broken
by the laugh of the fool, nor can youth forget the crabbed noisomeness
of age. Women sing and pass. A man marries one night and is tombed the
next. And love, what of love? I tell you love lives only in the eyes of
woe. It is all mockery, cold damned mockery. I have said."
IX
Pelleas and Igraine were stirring soon after dawn on the morning of
their sally for Winchester. It was a summer dawn, still and stealthy;
the meadows were full of a shimmering mist, the mere spirit-wrapped,
and dappled here and there with gold.
Silent and distraught they made their last meal in the quiet manor.
Everything seemed sad and solemn, as though the stones could grieve;
the lilies by the impluvium seemed adroop, and the flowers about
Pelleas's bed were withered. After the meal Pelleas armed himself, and
went to harness his horse, while Igraine put up bread and foodstuff
into a linen cloth for their journey. Before sallying they went all
round the manor, into the chapel, where they prayed before the altar,
into bower, parlour, and viridarium. The porch with its empty bed and
withered flowers they took leave of last. There was such wistfulness
there that even the dumb things seemed to cry out in pain.
Pelleas closed the gates with bowed head, and made the sign of the
cross upon them with the pommel of his dagger. His throat seemed full
of one great muffled sob. Together they wandered for the last time
through the garden, while Igraine plucked some flowers for a keepsake.
Pelleas felt that he loved every leaf in the place like his own soul.
Then they went down to the water's edge, and, getting the horse on
board, they loosed the barge from the bank, and came slowly to the
nether shore. It might have been the fury of death, so stark and solemn
was Pelleas's face.
Before turning their backs and riding away, they stood and looked long
at the place girdled with its quiet waters. The great cedar slept there
with a hood of mist over his green poll. Like a dream island it seemed,
plucked by magic from some southern sea, fair with all fairness. Anon,
despite their grieving, the last strand cracked, and the wrench was
done. They were holding over vapoury meadows with their faces to the
west.
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