On the theory of testing my nerves, in connection with the ghost
theory, I at once resolved to dispense with the dogs, for their
presence would have been companionship and a reliance apart from
my individuality. My pistol was not taken for the ghosts, but for
ghost-makers. Now that I reflect upon it all in my cooler moments,
I must frankly admit that, after what had happened, this trip had
something of the fearful in it, which my placid reader will not have
the heart to deny, and nothing would induce me to repeat it, unless
there were motives of a higher grade than those which ruled me then.
It was, in fact, an enterprise totally at variance with common sense
and common personal convenience and comfort. It was now about nine
o’clock. No change had occurred in the shape of the night,—that is,
no clouds had culminated in the skies, and yet no moon had been
conjured up by astronomy, or by lovers’ incantations. It was a lonely
walk down the hill, over the very spot where my silent visitor had so
lately stood to look at these very woods,—that very spot to which my
steps were now directed. Darker it was down in the valley, with the
hill to my back and the great mass of foliage apparently near enough
for me to touch; but on I went, giving no time for reconsideration,
on to the fence which I crossed, and then I was one of the black
things in the intense gloom of the forest.
Not a sound but the crackling of dead branches under my feet in the
pathway,—sounds that I felt might send the notice of my approach
to whatever was waiting for me by the cross and the immortelle on
the murder-rock. Though the broken branches were sentinelling my
advent, I kept on, with a cold shiver now and then quivering all over
me, but never for a moment going deeper than the skin. Brain and
heart as yet were true to their purpose of folly, that seemed like
madness to me then. It did not take me long to reach the objective
point of my journey. I have described the spot in another part of
this narrative, and therefore will not repeat its topographical
characteristics; suffice to say that it was somewhat different in
sentiment than when I had looked upon it in the sunshine. Then I had
seen a visitor sitting quietly and unconcerned on the ridge of the
rock, looking down, with a cigar between his lips, at the spot—always
a thrilling sight—where the girl had fallen; and I had seen young
girls munching sandwiches around the scene, and jabbering of the
massacre of one of their mates; but now, with nothing there but the
night and the spirit of the event, the weird-looking trees with their
limbs reaching hither and thither in such a way as to make me feel
that I was beneath the dome of an iron-barred prison-room. I hold it
to be utterly impossible for any man, unless he is brutalized and of
a sympathetic nature no higher than a quadruped, to be alone in such
a place, with such a preface as it had been my fate to meet with,
and not experience an accelerated throb of his pulse.
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