Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
A simpler soul than Fenton’s might have guessed at the trouble of
this quiet household. Fenton read in it as well an omen of needful
departure. He accepted the necessity with an acute sense of
failure,—almost of injury. He had gained nothing but the bother of
being loved. It was a bother, because it gave him an unwonted sense
of responsibility. It seemed to fling upon all things a dusky shade
of prohibition. Yet the matter had its brightness, too, if a man
could but swallow his superstitions. He cared for Nora quite enough
to tell her he loved her; he had said as much, with an easy
conscience, to girls for whom he cared far less. He felt gratefully
enough the cool vestment of tenderness which she had spun about him,
like a web of imponderable silver; but he had other uses for his time
than to go masquerading through Nora’s fancy. The defeat of his hope
that Roger, like a testy old uncle in a comedy, would shower
blessings and bank-notes upon his union with his cousin, involved the
discomfiture of a secondary project; the design, namely, of borrowing
five thousand dollars. The reader will smile; but such is the
simplicity of “smart men.” He would content himself now with five
hundred. In this collapse of his visions he fell a-musing upon
Nora’s financial value.
“Look here,” he said to her, with an air of heroic effort, “I see I’m
in the way. I must be off.”
“I am sorry, George,” said Nora, sadly.
“So am I. I never supposed I was proud. But I reckoned without my
host!” he said with a bitter laugh. “I wish I had never come. Or
rather I don’t. It is worth it all to know you.”
She began to question him soothingly about his projects and
prospects; and hereupon, for once, Fenton bent his mettle to simulate
a pathetic incapacity. He set forth that he was discouraged; the
future was a blank. It was child’s play, attempting to do anything
without capital.
“And you have no capital?” said Nora, anxiously.
Fenton gave a poignant smile. “Why, my dear girl, I’m a poor man!”
“How poor?”
“Poor, poor, poor. Poor as a rat.”
“You don’t mean that you are penniless?”
“What is the use of my telling you? You can’t help me. And it would
only make you unhappy.”
“If you are unhappy, I want to be!”
This golden vein of sentiment might certainly be worked. Fenton took
out his pocket-book, drew from it four bank-notes of five dollars
each, and ranged them with a sort of mournful playfulness in a line
on his knee. “That’s my fortune.”
“Do you mean to say that twenty dollars is all you have in the world?”
Fenton smoothed out the creases, caressingly, in the soiled and
crumpled notes. “It’s a great shame to bring you down to a poor
man’s secrets,” he said. “Fortune has raised you above them.”
Nora’s heart began to beat. “Yes, it has. I have a little money,
George. Some eighty dollars.”
Eighty dollars! George suppressed a groan. “He keeps you rather
low.”
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