He smiled straight into the eye of the younger man. A flush jumped into
the cheeks of Andrew, and, fading, left him by contrast paler than ever.
"You were one-quarter of an inch from death, Dozier," he replied.
"Lanning, with men like you--and like myself, I hope--there's no
question of distance. It's either a miss or a hit. Here's a better
proposition: Let me put my belt on again. Then put your own gun back in
the holster. We'll turn and face the wall. And when the clock downstairs
strikes ten--that'll be within a few minutes--we'll turn and blaze at
the first sound."
He watched his companion eagerly, and he saw the face of Andrew work. "I
can't do it, Dozier," said Andrew. "I'd like to. But I can't!"
"Why not?" The voice of Hal Dozier was sharp with a new suspicion. "Get
me out of the way, and you're free to get across the mountains, and,
once there, your trail will never be found. I know that; every one knows
that. That's why I hit up here after you."
"I'll tell you why," said Andrew slowly. "I've got the blood of one man
on my hands already, but, so help me God, I'm not going to have another
stain. I had to shoot once, because I was hounded into it. And, if this
thing keeps on, I'm going to shoot again--and again. But as long as I
can I'm fighting to keep clean, you understand?"
His voice became thin and rose as he spoke; his breath was a series of
gasps, and Hal Dozier changed color.
"I think," said Andrew, regaining his self-control, "that I'd kill you.
I think I'm just a split second surer and faster than you are with a
gun. But don't you see, Dozier?"
He cast out his left hand, but his right hand held the revolver like a
rock.
"Don't you see? I've got the taint in me. I've killed my man. If I kill
another I'll go bad. I know it. Life will mean nothing to me. I can feel
it in me."
His voice fell and became deeper.
"Dozier, give me my chance. It's up to you. Stand aside now, and I'll
get across those mountains and become a decent man. Keep me here, and
I'll be a killer. I know it; you know it. Why are you after me? Because
your brother was killed by me. Dozier, think of your brother and then
look at me. Was his life worth my life? You're a cool-headed man. You
knew him, and you knew what he was worth. His killings were as long as
the worst bad man that ever stepped, except that he had the law behind
him. When he got on my trail he knew that I was just a scared kid who
thought he'd killed a man. Why didn't he let me run until I found out
that I hadn't killed Buck Heath? Then he knew, and you know, that I'd
have come back. But he wouldn't give me the chance. He ran me into the
ground, and I shot him down. And that minute he turned me from a scared
kid into an outlaw--a killer. Tell me, man to man, Dozier, if Bill
hasn't already done me more wrong than I've done him!"
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