“Yes--but if he were to try to marry d’Artois’s sister----”
“I know. I understand,” said Beatrice impatiently. “I wish he were a
_real_ somebody. Still, he probably comes of as good a family as we
do.” She rose and faced her mother. “When I’m with him I’m ashamed of
being so--so cheap. When I see him beside Peter I’d laugh at anybody
who talked such snobbishness. But-- Oh, I’ve been so rottenly brought
up! No wonder he won’t have me! If he knew me as I am he’d spurn me.”
Her expression softened to loving tenderness. “No, he wouldn’t. He’s
big and broad. He’d understand and sympathize--and try to help me to be
worthy of him. And I will be!”
Her mother looked at her with the uncertain expression one sees on the
faces of the deaf when they are making pretense of having heard and
understood. “You’re very queer, Beatrice,” said she.
“Ain’t I, though!” exclaimed the girl. “I guess you were right a while
ago. I guess I’m crazy.”
“Don’t you think we’d better go abroad right away, instead of waiting
till June?”
“I’ve thought of that. But the idea of getting out of reach of him
sets me wild. I’d not be able to stand it to Sandy Hook. I’d spring
overboard and swim back to see what he was about.... Were you ever in
love, mother?”
“Of course,” replied Mrs. Richmond. “But I didn’t fall in love with a
nobody with nothing--at least, a man with no prospects.”
“Then you don’t know what _love_ is! Oh, it was delicious--caring
about him--crazy about him--trembling all over if he spoke--shivering
if he happened to look at me in that calm, big way of his--and that
when I felt he might be little more than a tramp, for all I knew.”
There was no sympathy in the mother’s face, nothing but plain aversion
and dismay. Yet she dared not speak her opinion. She knew Beatrice.
“I’m afraid he’s very artful, dear,” she ventured to say. “He seems to
understand exactly how to lead you on.”
“I don’t think so,” replied Beatrice. “I may be wrong. I often doubt.
I’m like father--very suspicious by nature. Of course, it’s possible
he is playing with me. If he is, why, it’s the most daring, splendid
game a man ever played, and he deserves to win.... No, mother. He’s
not playing with me. I tried to win him when he thought I was a poor
nobody. It didn’t go. Then I thought he was holding back because he was
poor; and I tried to win him by showing him what he would be getting.
I’m still trying that. But it doesn’t seem to be working any better
than the other.”
“Beatrice, I’m amazed. What _must_ he think of you?”
“Now, you know very well, mother, that a girl in my position has to
do the courting if the man’s poor and has any self-respect. In fact,
I’ve got a notion that the women, in any circumstances, do a lot more
courting than is generally supposed.”
“I don’t know how it is in this day,” said her mother stiffly. “But in
_my_ day----”
“You wouldn’t own up, mother dear,” laughed the girl. “And your manner
is suspiciously like an attempt to hide guilt.”
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