‘No, no,’ he said. ‘Make haste and finish your story, Cumbermede, and
let them go to sleep. You, Moberly, may stay where you are for the
night, but I can’t have this made a practice of.’
‘No, no, sir,’ said several at once.
‘But why don’t you tell your stories by daylight, Cumbermede? I’m sure
you have time enough for them then.’
‘Oh, but he’s got one going for the day and another for the night.’
‘Then do you often lie three in a bed?’ asked Mr Elder with some
concern.
‘Oh no, sir. Only this is an extra good one, you see.’
Mr Elder laughed again, bade us good-night, and left us. The horror,
however, was broken. I could not call up one ‘shiver more, and in a few
minutes Moberly, as well as his two companions, had slipped away to
roomier quarters.
The material of the tales I told my companions was in part supplied
from some of my uncle’s old books, for in his little library there were
more than the _Arcadia_ of the same sort. But these had not merely
afforded me the stuff to remodel and imitate; their spirit had wrought
upon my spirit, and armour and war-horses and mighty swords were only
the instruments with which faithful knights wrought honourable deeds.
I had a tolerably clear perception that such deeds could not be done in
our days; that there were no more dragons lying in the woods: and that
ladies did not now fall into the hands of giants. But I had the witness
of an eternal impulse in myself that noble deeds had yet to be done,
and therefore might be done, although I knew not how. Hence a feeling
of the dignity of ancient descent, as involving association with great
men and great actions of old, and therefore rendering such more
attainable in the future, took deep root in my mind. Aware of the
humbleness of my birth, and unrestrained by pride in my parents--I had
lost them so early--I would indulge in many a day-dream of what I would
gladly have been. I would ponder over the delights of having a history,
and how grand it would be to find I was descended from some far-away
knight who had done deeds of high emprise. In such moods the
recollection of the old sword that had vanished from the wall would
return: indeed the impression it had made upon me may have been at the
root of it all. How I longed to know the story of it! But it had gone
to the grave with grannie. If my uncle or aunt knew it, I had no hope
of getting it from either of them; for I was certain they had no
sympathy with any such fancies as mine. My favourite invention, one for
which my audience was sure to call when I professed incompetence, and
which I enlarged and varied every time I returned to it, was of a youth
in humble life who found at length he was of far other origin then he
had supposed. I did not know then, that the fancy, not uncommon with
boys, has its roots in the deepest instincts of our human nature. I
need not add that I had not yet read Jean Paul’s _Titan, or Hesperus,
or Comet_.
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