For the first time the look of cold condemnation went out of the Chief
Coordinator's eyes. He arose slowly, nodding, looking at Tragor with an
unmistakable glint of admiration in his gaze. He raised his arm, and
Tragor felt a great wave of relief and warm gratefulness flooding over
him, for he knew that it was a gesture of benign dismissal and not a
sentence of death.
"Very well, Tragor," the Chief Coordinator said. "You have my
permission to take them both to Mars."
It was only when Tragor had left the Central Coordinating Compartment
and was proceeding down the cold-lighted passageway which branched off
from it that everything that he had been saying to Kraii rebounded on
himself. He too had just been in great and terrible danger, fighting
desperately to stay alive. And now he felt himself in need of love's
solace. He had never needed a woman more, never needed the touch of a
woman's hand and a woman's warm and eager lips with quite so compulsive
an urgency.
If only she would....
Five minutes later he was standing before the locked door of his
sleeping compartment, raising his voice in passionate pleading, calling
out to the woman within to give him--at least, pity.
"Let me in," he begged. "I promise that I will not touch you if you do
not wish to be touched. Just let me stand near you, and look at you.
That is all I ask."
There was silence for a moment beyond the locked door. Then he heard
her say: "You killed my husband. Even if you were not so repulsive to
me I would hate you. Do you hear? I would hate you with my dying breath
and if necessary, I shall die. I will find a way. Go away, or I will
beat my head against the wall until I can no longer hear your loathsome
voice. Go away. I will never let you in and if you try to force your
love upon me--"
"No," he pleaded. "I want you to love me willingly."
"That is strange talk for a Martian. I will tell you something. One
of the women who was taken captive may soon find herself with child.
Did you know that? Didn't those brutish lovers tell you? Lovers! What
a mockery, what an insult to the very name of love! If I found myself
with child by a Martian I would strangle--oh, no, no. I did not mean to
say that. I could never be that cruel, no matter how great my loathing.
But if that happened to me, I would make doubly sure to kill myself
before such a cruel choice was forced upon me."
It seemed to Tragor that he could endure no more. His triumph of a
moment before had the taste of ashes. He had argued persuasively with
the most formidable Martian on Earth, and--for that matter--on Mars.
He had argued and won. His life had been spared. But now it seemed
unimportant to him, of no consequence whatever. Only the woman beyond
the locked door was important to him. She was more than important. She
had become his whole life. Without her he felt drained and empty--a
hollow shell of a male.
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