You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!) — John Shaqi
You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)Boylesve, René
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You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)
Boylesve, René
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Mme. de Calouas found Odette surrounded by photographs of Jean. They
were on the walls, the chimneypiece, the tables, the desk, the piano.
Odette had taken the opportunity of her journey to carry to the
photographer every film that she possessed; she had had them enlarged,
and she was surrounded by Jean as if Jean had become a whole people; she
saw him in every room of her cottage and in all places; she felt
somewhat tranquil only when she could see him. If she seldom or never
spoke of him elsewhere, as soon as she returned home she belonged only
to him. She talked to him, consulted him, and heard the replies which,
in accordance with his character, he would have made her to-day, if he
had lived, if he had known what was taking place.
Mme. de Calouas looked about her at all these likenesses.
Mme. de Calouas was not among the number of hospital nurses who had been
rewarded by the epidemic medal, although she had not absented herself
for forty-eight hours since the outbreak of the war, and though her
position in the hospital was a most important one; but neglect of this
sort was either indifferent to her or it flattered her pride. She
belonged to a family of which every member professed absolute
indifference to rewards, especially to any that might come from the
public powers, and this although it was the tradition of the family to
addict themselves constantly to the highest duties. The magistrates
among them had retired some thirty-five years previously; the officers
remained fixed in the rank of captain. In the Morbihan the expression
"the Captains de Calouas" had become a common locution. At the outbreak
of the war "the Captains de Calouas" had shown themselves to be men of
the old-fashioned kind who considered that the finest part one can play
in the face of the enemy is to be killed by him. Their unanimous and
hardy bravery had, indeed, crowned nearly every one of them with the
halo of sacrifice. Those with whom death would have absolutely nothing
to do had this time risen in rank, and had received the cross after a
succession of actions and for exceptional valor even amidst so many
astonishing deeds. Of seven of them, only one was left, recently named
lieutenant-colonel, with an artificial arm and a damaged lung.
Mme. de Calouas excused herself for coming so early, but said that she
had felt an irresistible desire to talk freely with a friend in whom she
had discerned "a choice soul."
"In the sort of convent in which we lived so long side by side," she
said, "I consider myself somewhat as a mother to you, if you will permit
me to say so, seeing that I had the responsibility of opening its door
to you. Will you let me talk to you as a mother?"
"I have great need of it," said Odette;
"I have no mother, and I am a widow----"
She pointed around to the photographs of the dead. It was as if she were
in a cemetery, herself living in one of its vaults. Her eyes filled with
sudden tears.
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