"Lady Watson seems to know everyone," retorted Beatrice; "but who knows
Lady Watson?"
"I do, very well," said Ruck quietly; "but we are not discussing her.
Later on, should you desire to learn about her, I can supply you with
all necessary information. Meanwhile----"
"Meanwhile," repeated Beatrice, "I should like to hear what Mr. Paslow
has to say."
"What can I say?" said Vivian, with a look of despair. "I married Maud
Ellis, as I said, and she left me after six months of a miserable life.
Some times since I saw her, but she never would come back to me."
"Did you wish her?" said Beatrice quickly.
"She was my wife," said Vivian calmly, "and I wished to behave as her
husband, little as I loved her; but she always refused to come back to
me. I met you, and said nothing about my fatal marriage. There was no
need to."
"It would have been better had you been open."
"I see that now; I did not see it at the time. But you know that I
loved you always, and you know now why I did not dare to ask you to
be my wife. A few weeks ago I heard that Maud was ill. I went to
see her, and found that she was suffering from influenza. I saw her
several times: then I heard that she was dead. I proposed to you,
Beatrice, under the oak. Later on, when I went to town to look after
your property, and learn if Alpenny had done you justice, I again went
to the house, and learned that what I had heard was false. Maud was
extremely ill, but still alive. Then I came down, and you know what
took place between us. I went again and again to town, and saw the
doctor."
"And your wife also?"
"No--yes, once; but she was so ill, and my presence disturbed her so
much, that the doctor would not let me see her again. Then I went one
day, and heard that she was dead and buried."
"Why did you not go to the funeral?" asked Ruck sneeringly.
"I did not know that she was dead. I remained away from the house--it
was in Kensington--for a long time, as it was useless for me to go and
see her; and the doctor always kept me advised as to how she was going
on. However, he gave me no notice of her death, and she was buried when
I next heard news."
Beatrice expressed surprise. "But surely the doctor was wrong in not
telling you she was dying? You should have been with her."
"I should; but the doctor neglected to inform me. I had a row with him
about the matter. However, I got the certificate, which you hold, and
saw the grave; so I am now free to marry you--that is, if you will have
me after what you have heard."
Beatrice did not reply immediately to this question. "We can talk of
that when we are alone," she said, and glanced towards Ruck, who still
lounged in his chair.
"That is a hint for me to go," he said, rising lazily. "Well, I shall
go--unless you will marry me?"
"Were you the last man in the world I should not marry you," said the
girl quietly; "and I do not see why you wish to."