Mère Marchette did not tell Pierre of the discovery she had made.
She was only more gentle with him, while in secret she prayed more
fervently. For some days longer the lad's mysterious absence continued,
the sad hours of the evening stretching like long deserts of agony,
over which the soul of Mère Marchette walked painfully with bleeding
feet. And then one night Pierre came home with eyes aglow, and all was
explained. He put into his grandmother's hand a little pile of francs, a
sum pitiful enough in itself but large to them, and told how a milliner
in the street beyond had employed him in moving boxes and clearing out
the attics of her house, which were to be remodelled into lodgings. This
had been his secret, and in his thought of the joyful surprise he was
to give his grandmother he had forgotten the pain she might endure by
misunderstanding his absence.
It was such trifles as this that were the great events in the life of
Mère Marchette and Pierre. There was a tenderness, an unselfishness, an
idyllic devotion in their love which no amount of wealth, or culture,
or rank could have heightened; but in the lad's veins was the blood of a
soldier, that stirred hot with the currents of a vigorous youth. Of the
army he had dreamed from his cradle, and strong as was his love for Mère
Marchette the force of destiny was stronger. It was the old tragedy
of youth and age, of the absorption of maternal love and the restless
impulses of the boy's heart. Pierre justified his desire to himself
with the excuse that he could earn more money in the ranks; but his
grandmother knew, only too well, the force of the instinct he had
inherited. She had seen the same struggle in the life of his father.
When Pierre was eighteen he shouldered his musket and marched away,
leaving poor old Mère Marchette as much a stranger in Paris as when she
had come to it two years before to weep and pray alone. It would hardly
be within the power of words to paint the anguish which lay between
Pierre's departure and that hot July noon when Mère Marchette lay dying
at the Salpêtrière. Always in Paris she had been like a wild thing,
caged and bewildered, confused by the life that swirled about her in the
great city, even when she had been sustained by the presence of Pierre.
When he was gone the gentle old soul began to die of homesickness and
heartbreak. For two years she fought death stolidly but persistently,
refusing to acknowledge to herself that she was breaking down under the
stress of loneliness and sorrow. She came of a race that died hard, and
although she was past eighty she looked forward hopefully to the time
when Pierre should leave the army and come back to live with her again.
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