Bryn Mawr (Pa.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Bryn Mawr College -- Fiction; College stories, American; Women college students -- Fiction
"Why," Lilian asked herself, "did not the stronger girls of the college
bring a pressure of sentiment to bear against these follies, instead of
encouraging them by their own customs?" Was it not her duty to make some
protest? An unavailing one it would doubtless be, but surely it is only
a lukewarm reformer that considers results rather than principles.
She had returned to college in the fall with a strengthened antagonism
to what her father called the worldliness of college life. His influence
was still dominant with her. His vision was crude, and he denounced,
with a solemnity appealing to the girl's native earnestness, all the
joyous innocent froth of amusement that danced over the current of the
real, serious life of the college.
In truth, Lilian had departed further from her father's beliefs than she
realized. She had already gained an historical perspective and a certain
habit of cool unbiased judgment that were forcing her to see in what
ignorance and narrowness of mind those beliefs were conceived and
accepted. At the same time the studies that had modified her views,
tended to increase her sense of the preciousness of time, of the
seriousness of life. Her loyalty to her father's teachings was stirred
by an unanalyzed appreciation of the change in herself. And now, in the
failure of Gertrude Elbridge she seemed to find a justification of the
rigidly prohibitive lines her father would throw around all conduct. She
could not see, yet, that the weak have their hard lessons to learn in
the opportunities of the strong.
Unfortunately opportunity was not lacking Lilian Coles for that word of
protest she felt bound to utter. She always attended the Sunday evening
meetings, though little in sympathy with their spirit. The next Sunday
she went early. Into the dimly lighted gymnasium came the girls, eyes
sparkling and cheeks red from the clear cold air without. Nearly all
were wrapped in shawls, but one girl wore a hat and coat and carried a
bag. There was a big bunch of violets on the lapel of her coat, and she
smiled rather consciously at some comments of the girls she joined. In
the first row of chairs were some dignified seniors whom Lilian rather
feared, and a junior who at once attracted and repelled her. She was, in
spite of herself, fascinated by a cleverness that manifested itself in
every department of the college, that would be a force in literature
some day, so every one said; and at the same time she had a feeling that
there was nothing the girl would not sacrifice to ambition.
At last Helen Arnold, who was to lead the meeting, came in accompanied
by Edith Dareham. Helen was the girl who had refused to go to Bayreuth.
She busied herself with great care in arranging the books and lamp on a
little table. Her friends knew that she was embarrassed. She was a
frail-looking girl, one who set a high value on things that were still
unapprehended by Lilian, in their real nature.
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