Bryn Mawr (Pa.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Bryn Mawr College -- Fiction; College stories, American; Women college students -- Fiction
There is little tea drinking on Sunday evening. Many girls are away. It
is the time for writing home letters, or doing a little quiet reading.
The rooms never seem so warm or the lights so bright as on other nights.
The halls are still and everybody goes to bed early. But this night
there was a little more excitement as girls stopped to talk with
indignation, amusement or indifference of Lilian's outburst. Katherine
Leonard found several girls in Edith's room when she stopped, after an
errand in Radnor. She sought each face questioningly, then dropped on
the couch. "How awfully _funny_--how dreadful it was!"
"I can't understand the state of mind that would lead to that," said
Alice Warburton. "Where has such narrow-minded egotism been fostered?
Such injustice! What an arid life she must have known."
"I admire her!" said Elizabeth Carrington decisively. "I was near enough
to her to-night to see how tightly she clung to the chair in front of
her. Her knuckles were all white and shiny. It was real heroism. I doubt
if any one of us will ever show as much."
"I should hope not!" Blanche commented energetically.
There was a girl lying on the couch who had been reading _Diana of the
Crossways_, all this time. She occasionally made notes on the margins.
Now she looked up. "For my part, I prefer goodness to cleverness," was
all she said. Then she went on reading again. The girls all laughed a
good deal. Then there was silence, and some of them laughed again--a
little. Some of them were very much of Lilian Coles' opinion in regard
to this girl, who was the junior Lilian had noticed in the gymnasium.
"She has greatly relieved my mind, at any rate," said Katherine. "She
can never hope for the fellowship now."
"You have no right to say that." Edith was a little sharp. She was
somewhat troubled within herself. She liked the serene state of mind
that her usual conduct of life granted her, and hated a mean feeling
with an intensification of the disgust that any contact with uncleanness
gave to her physical fastidiousness. In the dissatisfaction that she had
occasionally felt of late, it had occurred to her that she might settle
issues with herself by some plan involving sacrifice on her part. But
injustice was no dearer to her than selfishness. She fell asleep that
night with the healthy resolve not to be troubled by what she could not
help.
Meanwhile Lilian Coles was lying on her bed, in the dark, with
wide-open eyes. She was restless with a shamed sense that she had
violated her finest instincts. She continually wondered how she _could_
have done such a thing. Then all the questionings that had been forming
in her deeper consciousness for nearly two years, came forward,
insisting on a hearing. Helen Arnold's talk that evening passed through
her mind with a new meaning and force, but she was too much exhausted
then to come to any conclusions. She finally fell asleep, hoping that
every one would be too busy to remember her speech very long.
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