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Then Lilian had to think a little about the other girls in the room.
They had always seemed to her commonplace, doing but indifferent work.
At least they had won no distinction. She knew that the five were close
friends, that they couldn't have the fullest enjoyment with her in the
room, yet they were unaffectedly genial and hospitable to her. While
she, with a perversity which shocked her, did not care if they did enjoy
themselves a little less on her account. She wanted what they were
giving her.
It is a truism that some actions most important to ourselves or others
often seem but pure whim. Hester could have given no reason--in fact, it
was not her habit to await reasons--for asking Lilian Coles to take a
walk with her that morning. And Lilian, to whom even tying her shoe was
often occasion for a mental inquisition, did not care to explain to
herself why she accepted the invitation with eagerness. She had intended
to spend the morning in making a tabulation and synopsis of some second
year English reading. But the pain of that unforgettable Sunday evening
had wrought in Lilian a distrust of her own valuations, and she went
with Hester willingly.
The morning freshness was still in the air. Hester took Lilian through
the woods where the starting leaves wreathed the grey tree-trunks and
slim branches like trails of green smoke; to a wide bed of spring
beauties; past the pond fringed with willows; across the fields to a
stream that flung itself over the rocks with a sparkling abandon to the
joy of spring. Lilian saw all these things; and she saw, too, the
contrast between the rich black of new ploughed fields and the vivid
green of winter wheat. She heard a bluebird singing above them. They
went on to an old ruined mill, shadowed by tall dark pines whose roots
were washed by a wide, shallow creek. Across the stream, there were
woods. Here the girls sat under the pines and Hester read aloud from
_Undine_. Gradually the wash and splash of the creek were transferred
from Lilian's outward to her inward hearing and seemed to be singing to
her of a spirit that was in the water. Suddenly she had a vision of the
meaning of the old pagan ideals. She lay back on the grass and let her
eyes look very far into the blue above the pines. It occurred to her
that she would take some books home in vacation and read all the poems
noted on the margins of her Horace. She understood now, she thought,
something of the delight in that year's work which all the others in the
class had expressed and which she had, in some way, missed.
They stopped to rest again on the stone wall of the old burying ground
in the woods, and Hester read from Chaucer following her own liking
wholly. Lilian went back to her room with a new sense of the beauty of
nature, and of the dignity of free, wholesome joyous human life.
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