He would have been a happy man, happy in a mild, lotus-eating way, but
for three things. In the first place, he became conscious that he was
not working in his proper vocation. He took no pleasure in engrossing
deeds; indentures his soul abhorred. He knew himself to be capable of
better things, and feared lest the higher faculties of his mind should
become atrophied by lack of exercise. In the second place, he was not
satisfied that his superior was a man of strict integrity. He had no
reason whatever for supposing that anything dishonest went on in the
office, but he had discovered that his "boss" was a daring and
venturesome speculator, and he feared lest temptation should induce him
to speculate with the funds of those to whom he acted as trustee. And
Joseph, with his high sense of rectitude, was apprehensive lest some day
something might there be done, which would cause a crash. Lastly, Joseph
Leveridge had lost his heart. He was consumed by a hopeless passion for
Miss Asphodel Vincent, a young lady with a small fortune of about £400
per annum, to whom Mr. Stork was guardian and trustee.
This young lady was tall, slender, willowy, had a sweet, Madonna-like
face, and like Joseph himself was constitutionally shy; and she was
unconscious of her personal and pecuniary attractions. She moved in the
best society, she was taken up by the county people. No doubt she would
be secured by the son of some squire, and settle down as Lady Bountiful
in some parish; or else some wily curate with a moustache would step in
and carry her off. But her bashfulness and her indifference to men's
society had so far protected her. She loved her garden, cultivated
herbaceous plants, and was specially addicted to a rockery in which she
acclimatised flowers from the Alps.
As Mr. Stork was her guardian, she often visited the office, when Joseph
flew, with heightened colour, to offer her a chair till Mr. Stork was
disengaged. But conversation between them had never passed beyond
generalities. Mr. Leveridge occasionally met her in his country walks,
but never advanced in intimacy beyond raising his hat and remarking on
the weather.
Probably it was the stimulus of this devouring and despairing passion
which drove Mr. Leveridge to writing a novel, in which he could paint
Asphodel, under another name, in all her perfections. She should move
through his story diffusing an atmosphere of sweetness and saintliness,
but he could not bring himself to provide her with a lover, and to
conclude his romance with her union to a being of the male sex.
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