‘Monsieur,’ I commenced again, pleadingly, ‘give it up on your own
account also. It has already caused the misfortune of your life, and the
continuance of it must be putting the day of your deliverance further
and further off.’
‘It is,’ he muttered in a low voice.
‘Oh! monsieur! you have suffered very much! I know you have! Don’t drive
away the bright hope that is in the future for you—the double hope of
being able to move in your own sphere in the position your ancestors
assigned you, and of making a little heaven for yourself at home. Do
give up gambling, for the sake of your friends if not for yourself: for
the sake of those whom you lead into wrong with you, and for the sake of
the future.’
To my intense surprise, the Baron leapt to his feet and seized my hand.
‘I _will_!—I _will_!’ he exclaimed fervently. ‘As there is a God in
heaven, mademoiselle, I swear to you I will never touch a card from this
day again. You are right! you are _quite_ right! Every word you have
uttered sounded on my heart like an inspiration. I have been miserable
for months past. Each day I have gone deeper and deeper into debt, and
put, as you say, the day of my liberty further away from me. It may be
years before I am free, but I will never touch a card again so long as I
live.’
‘Oh! I am so glad! I _am_ so glad!’ I cried, excited beyond measure at
the unexpected success of my undertaking; ‘and you will never regret it,
monsieur! I am sure you will not! And Mr. Thrale, too! You will speak to
him and point out the folly of his losing his money for a mere game, and
give him all the good advice in your power.’
‘Monsieur Lovett will be very much surprised at my determination,’ said
the Baron, suddenly struck with the difficulties that stood in the way
of reformation.
‘Tell him the truth! It is the best and most honourable course to
pursue, and surely he can never so far deny his profession as to blame
you for giving up what your conscience warns you against. And devote
yourself to your hunting and shooting and reading, monsieur, until that
happy time comes when you can go back to Paris and hold your own again.
Perhaps you may marry Mademoiselle de Beaupré after all—who knows?’
‘Never, mademoiselle! Neither she, nor any other Paris belle. Doubtless,
when I am once more in the enjoyment of my fortune, many women—such
women as I spoke of to you—will be ready to spend it for me, but it will
be in vain. You have opened my eyes this evening to the fact that there
are other women in this world—disinterested, whole-hearted and true—and
if I can find such an one willing to share my poverty, I will work day
and night till I place her in the position my wife should hold: if
not—why I will do without a Baronne de Nesselrode at all.’
‘Oh! you will find her, monsieur! never fear, if you will only keep a
sharp look out,’ I answered, laughing.
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