‘I don’t know about that, but we certainly can’t afford to lose you!
However, if you are bent upon going this morning, may I go with you?’
A startled look came into her eyes.
‘Into the convent, do you mean?’
‘No! not so far as that! Only to walk to the gates with you.’
‘Oh! do, Hilda! I shall be very glad of your company. It is a lonely
path over the hill.’
So I was mistaken, after all, and had wronged the little maid in
thinking that Mr. Charteris must be her cavalier on these occasions.
We walked together through the blazing light over the fern covered hill,
and conversed pleasantly on all the topics that interest young women
most. Once I tried to sound her on the subject of Charteris, but she
shrunk from it so visibly that I had not the heart to try again. It was
as if I had plunged a surgeon’s probe into a bleeding wound.
When I had kissed her pretty face for the last time, and left her behind
the great iron grille of the convent, I could not help believing that my
former supposition was correct, and Ange was brooding over the prospect
of shutting herself up for ever within its walls. This idea worried me
sadly. It would be like a living death for her!
And what else but the burden of a committed wrong could have made Ange’s
thoughts turn that way? Could she have discovered more of her father’s
pecuniary affairs than Tessie and I knew of? and did the knowledge of
disgrace and debt weigh her mind down to that extent that she longed to
bury herself from the sight of the world? Or did the poor child imagine
that the burthen of one less to keep and provide for would be of any
substantial benefit to the family purse?
These questions occupied my mind for half the way back again—until I
came, indeed, upon a figure in a velveteen shooting-suit, stretched out
at full length upon the thyme-scented grass, and lazily inhaling the
light breeze that was wafted across the stream in the valley, and just
lifted occasionally a curl of dark hair from his brow.
It was that of my French master, Armand, Baron de Nesselrode.
I feel I have reached a point when I must make a confession—namely, that
since the memorable day upon which I was frightened by the dog-wolf on
the Piron road, I had received more than one French lesson from the
gentleman in question. I had never made a single appointment with him
for the purpose; but he seemed to be ubiquitous, and to pop up wherever
I went, so that although the verbs I mastered with him were
_accidentals_, I had acquired quite a remarkable fluency in
conversation, and never felt at a loss to express what I meant.
He said I learned quicker than anybody he had known before; but I
suppose, if ‘practice makes perfect,’ there was not so much credit due
to me as he would have made me believe. Once I remember I stopped to ask
myself if I were studying the French language so diligently _for
Tessie’s sake_, and I was fain to answer ‘No.’
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