As I repeated the word after him, all the broad smiling landscape of
hill and dale and stream which lay spread out before me seemed to be
enveloped in a black mist that hid it from my view. A hoarse sound like
the rushing of water was in my ears, and a horrid ‘whirring’ like wheels
in my brain; then it all cleared off again. The sun broke out over the
valley, my senses had returned; but I thought that the earth would never
look the same to me again.
‘Do you not congratulate me?’ inquired Monsieur de Nesselrode, quietly.
‘It is a charming climate, I understand, and the place is peopled with
French. The salary is almost nominal, so are the duties; but the
position is one that I can accept without blushing, and I shall, at all
events, have an arena for work amongst my countrymen, small as it may
be.’
‘Yes.’
‘Does not the appointment meet your views for me? Will it not be better
than dragging out four more years of idleness and false shame at the
Château des Roses?’
‘Oh yes.’
‘I am not capable of much at present, you know, whatever I may be
hereafter. You—in the goodness of your heart and friendship—may think me
fit for a higher post, but I feel I am not. I have crippled my powers by
nonusage: I must crawl now before I can fly. Perhaps, after a year or
two, I may be fit for something better than the ministration of affairs
in such a place as Algiers.’
‘I am sure you will.’
I was so angry with myself for not being able to say something better to
him than this. I saw he wanted encouragement to take up this paltry
appointment in a strange country. He had applied for it solely on my
recommendation, and now that it had come, I had no words in which to
praise and thank him for the compliment he had paid to my advice.
But Algiers—a place so far removed from all his friends, and replete, as
I ignorantly imagined, with dangers from climate and people—I did not
expect that my counsel would have taken so unwelcome a form.
‘You do not congratulate me, mademoiselle,’ he repeated presently. ‘Do
you not consider the prospect a good one?’
‘Oh yes,’ I answered nervously; ‘very good indeed—that is, it is rather
far from here, is it not, monsieur?’
‘It is very far,’ he said gravely. ‘I do not suppose, when I have once
left it, that I shall ever see St. Pucelle again; for the remembrances
of the old château have no charm for me. A few weeks back, I would have
declared myself ready to bear anything sooner than go to Algiers; but
things that have come to my knowledge lately have made me think that the
greater distance I put between myself and this place the better.’
‘Have you any fresh trouble?’ I inquired anxiously, for he was my best
friend in St. Pucelle, and I had come to be interested in all that
befell him.
‘Yes, a very deep trouble!’
‘What is it, monsieur? Will you not tell me?’
He turned round upon his side, so that his face could look directly into
mine.
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