"That's all very well, Florence," replied Mrs. Aylmer, rising as she
spoke and shaking the crumbs from her dress outside the window. "I
doubt if it would vex your Aunt Susan very much, and it would vex us a
considerable deal, my love. Your Aunt Susan's relations might not even
hear of it, and we would be miserable and disgraced for ever. No, we
must swallow our pride and take her money; there is no help for it.
But if you get the Scholarship, Flo, she is the kind of woman who would
be proud of you, she is really. If she thought you had any gift she
would turn round in jiffy and begin to spend money properly on you.
She asked me in her last letter what sort of girl you were growing up,
and if you had a chance of being handsome, for, said she, 'if Florence
is really handsome, I might take a house in London and give her a
season. I enjoy taking handsome girls about, and I am a right good
matchmaker.' That is what she said, the horrid old cat. But you are
not handsome, Florry, not a bit."
"I know," replied Florence, "I know. Well, mother, we must make the
best of things. You may be certain I won't leave a stone unturned to
get the Scholarship."
"You will get it, dear, and then your education will be secured, and by
and by you will get a post as governess, a good post in some
fashionable family, and perhaps you would meet a nice young man who
would fall in love with you. They do over and over in the
story-books--the nice young man, the heir to big properties, meets the
governess girl and falls in love with her, and then she gets a much
higher position than her employer's daughters. That is what I would
aim for if I were you, Florry."
"Oh, dear me, mother," said Florence. She stared very hard at the
round face of her parent, and wondered down deep in her heart why she
was so very fond of Mummy. "Let us go out and have a walk," she said,
restlessly; "let us visit the little shrimp-woman; I'd like to see her
and all the old haunts again."
"But before we go," said Mrs. Aylmer, "tell me, my darling, why are you
nervous, why you fear you may not get the Scholarship."
"I told you last night, mother--can't you understand? I am your one
pet chicken, but I am not anything at all really in the eyes of the
world. I am not beautiful and I am not specially clever."
"But you got amongst the lucky three, as you call them; you must be
clever to have done that."
Florence stared very hard at her mother; her face went a little pale
and then red.
"What is the matter, Flo? Why do you stare at me like that?"
"I am going to tell you something if you will never tell back again."
"What is it, dear? Really, Flo, you make me quite uncomfortable; you
have got a very bold way of staring, love."
"I am going to tell you something," repeated Florence; "I got into the
lucky three because I was mean. I did a mean, shabby, low thing,
Mummy."
"Oh, no, no," said Mrs. Aylmer, restlessly, "no, no, darling."
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