A crown of shame, volume 2 (of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A crown of shame, volume 2 (of 3)
Marryat, Florence
Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Plantation life -- Fiction; West Indies -- Fiction
‘Lizzie, you are very hard upon me! I am not perfect, any more than
other men, but I don’t know what I can have done to merit such bitter
taunts from you. At all events, try and know me now as the man who
loves you, and entreats you to marry him. Lizzie, be my wife! Mr
Courtney is aware of our attachment, and has made a very generous offer
of assistance, if we marry each other. If your affection for me was
ever true, you will not refuse me now.’
‘My affection for you _was_ true,’ replied Lizzie, looking him full in
the face; ‘and all the more does that make me say I will never marry
you now. _Never!_ Not if there was not another man in the world.’
‘But _why_? Surely you will give me a reason for your refusal, Lizzie.’
‘My reason is soon given, monsieur. Maraquita--my earliest friend and
my adopted sister--was here last night. She came to ask permission to
see the child, of whom both of you have accused me of being the mother,
and I refused her. I told her since I had to bear the blame, I would
also maintain the authority over it. And then--in a moment of passion,
I suppose--somewhat like that moment which influenced you basely to get
out of your engagement to me by means of a lie--she told me the name
of the child’s father. _Now_, do you wonder that I say that henceforth
there never can be any communion between you and me, except of the
most ordinary kind. The man who could take advantage of his own sin to
ruin the character of an innocent woman, will never make a good husband
to any one, and I have done with you for ever!’
Henri de Courcelles turned his face away to the open window, the dark
blood mantling for very shame into his cheeks.
‘I have nothing to say for myself,’ he muttered presently. ‘I am only
a man, and men are very open to temptations such as these. But if I
have sinned, I have also suffered. I was led on by a heartless woman,
who has deserted her child, and thrown me over for the first suitor who
presents himself with money and position in his hands. I would have
married her willingly, but she refused to marry me. She is an infernal
jilt, with as false a heart and tongue as ever woman had; and she has
been my ruin. She is nothing to me now, and she never will be. If you
took compassion on me, Lizzie, and healed my sore heart with your pure
affection, you should never have reason to complain of even my thoughts
straying that way. I hate the very name of her.’
‘That is no palliation of your fault, in my eyes, monsieur. I should
feel for you more if you told me her desertion had made you miserable.
But why do you not appeal to Mr Courtney to stop this unnatural
marriage? Did he know the truth, he would surely never allow his
daughter so to prostitute herself.’
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