"Yes, this June air, laden with the odors of these sweet old-style
roses and grape-blossoms, intoxicates me. These mountains lift me up.
These birds set my nerves tingling like one of Beethoven's symphonies,
played by Thomas's orchestra. In neither case do I know what the music
means, but I recognize a divine harmony. Never before have I been
conscious of such a rare and fine exhilaration. My mood is the product
of an exceptional combination of causes, and they have culminated in
this old garden. You know, too, that I am a creature of the night, and
my faculties are always at their best as darkness comes on. I may seem
to you obtuseness itself, but I feel as if I had been endowed with a
spiritual and almost unerring discernment. In my sensitive and highly
wrought condition, I know that the least incongruity or discord in
sight or sound would jar painfully. Yes, laugh at me if you will, but
nevertheless I'm going to speak my thoughts with no more restraint than
these birds are under. I'm going back for a moment to the primitive
condition of society, when there were no disguises. You are the mystery
of this garden--you who come from New York, where you seem to have
lived without the shelter of home life, to have obtained your
livelihood among conventional and artificial people, and to whom the
false, complicated world must be well known, and yet you make no more
discord in this garden than the first woman would have made. You are in
harmony with every leaf, with every flower, and every sound; with that
child playing here and there; with the daisies in the orchard; with the
little brown mother, whose children you feared might take cold. Hush!"
I said, with a deprecatory gesture, "I will speak my mind. Never before
in my life have I enjoyed the utter absence of concealment. In the city
one must use words to hide thoughts more often than to express them,
but here, in this old garden, I intend to reproduce for a brief moment
one of the conditions of Eden, and to speak as frankly as the first man
could have spoken. I am not jesting either, nor am I irreverent. I say,
in all sincerity, you are the mystery of this garden--you who come from
New York, and from a life in which your own true womanhood has been
your protection; and yet if, as of old, God should walk in this garden
in the cool of the day, it seems to me you would not be afraid. Such is
the impression--given without reserve--that you make on me--you whom I
have just seen, as it were!"
As she realized my sincerity she looked at me with an expression of
strong perplexity and surprise.
"Truly, Mr. Morton," she said slowly, "you are in a strange, unnatural
mood this evening."
"I seem so," I replied, "because absolutely true to nature. See how far
astray from Eden we all are! I have merely for a moment spoken my
thoughts without disguise, and you look as if you doubted my sanity."
"I must doubt your judgment," she said, turning away.
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