"Then what are you going to do?" she demanded. "Are you going on forever
being honest neither with him nor with yourself--compromising on the one
hand with your womanhood, on the other with your selfishness? How long
has it been since you made the slightest effort to see him, or to send
anyone to him?"
Kathryn answered, slowly:
"Not since the time I tried to go, and Tom went before me. I--I have
thought, often, of going.... But, somehow, I've been--afraid." In almost
a whisper, she repeated, "Yes.... Afraid!"
Elinor VanVorst raised her shoulders in an expressive gesture. It
conveyed more plainly than could words that her end of the argument was
done--her case was rested.
Kathryn considered long, earnestly, in silence. Divorce him! Divorce John
Schuyler! It had occurred to her--it had occurred to her in the long
silences of the night--in the thousands of aeons that had lain, ofttimes,
between the setting of the sun and the rising thereof.... Divorce him! ...
It was a thought that stung. He had been to her all that any man could
have been. He had been a man of whom her head was proud and her heart
fond with the great love that lies in the heart of a good woman. He it
was, and God, who had given her the little child that she could see from
where she sat, rolling, a tumbled little heap of white lace and whirling
brown legs on the broad expanse of the green lawn. He it was who had
taken the first of her life--who had shown her what it was to live....
And then this thing had come--this awful, hideous thing that had
stretched even her very life to the breaking point, and drained from it
the wealth of sweetness to the uttermost drop.... She felt resentment,
yes, and horror, and disgust. Yet there were other things, she knew,
though she could not have told how she knew. There was something that was
hidden--something unknown and unknowable....
Long, she thought, and earnestly--as she had thought so many, many times
before--times without end.... At length she rose. Firm little chin was
set; violet eyes were firm.
She said, slowly:
"I think I see your point, Nell. You're right.'
"And you'll divorce him?"
Kathryn shook her head.
"No," she replied softly, "I'll go to him."
Elinor started.
"What!" she cried, untrustful of her own ears.
"I have failed in my duty; you have shown me wherein I have failed. I'll
go to him."
Elinor caught her hand.
"Kate!" she pleaded. "Kate, dear, listen to me! I haven't shown you your
duty if that's what you consider your duty.... I'll tell you something
that you haven't thought of.... Muriel."
In almost a gasp, her sister cried:
"Muriel! ... Muriel!"
"Can you take her with you?" demanded Elinor.
Kathryn shook her head.
"No," she replied. "Of course not. I shall leave her here, with you."
Her sister shook her head.
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