England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Youth -- Conduct of life -- Fiction
Very slowly peace was returning to her heart. A long talk with Sir
Gilbert had completed what Thorold had commenced. Gentian could look
up now and take courage. A sharp attack of gout, which laid Mr.
Wharnecliffe up, prevented his wife from going to Cornwall as soon
as she had intended. Gentian was disappointed, but she had learnt to
control her feelings.
The Miss Buchans were kind, and treated her quite as one of the family,
but their surprised faces when Gentian at first burst into one of her
tirades, showed her that she must put a curb upon her tongue. It was
discipline to which she was not accustomed. She relieved her feelings
by writing long letters to Thorold.
"I don't care whether you answer me or not, and I give you leave to
tear my letters up directly you have read them, but I have no Waddy
now, and I simply must pour out my heart to some one. You would not
know me. So meek, so quiet, so gentle of tongue am I, so serene and
unaware of all vexations and annoyances! That is the outside me. But
the inside! Ah! It is a boiling cauldron, and a mass of contradictions,
whims and whamsies.
"I am learning to ride; it is kind of Miss Horatia to let me. I work
off a good many tempers and moods when I am jogging along the roads
with Green, the groom. But when we get to a bit of grass we have a good
canter, and away fly all my black shadows and rebellious feelings! I
come back to the house ready for anything!"
And then one morning Mrs. Wharnecliffe arrived at the Mount asking the
Miss Buchans if they would allow Gentian to come with her the next day
to Cornwall.
"We shall only be away the week-end. I am going to put up at the small
inn at Perrancombe. And I shall go down in the car; the trains are so
tedious."
Miss Anne said she would be willing to spare Gentian, and so it was
settled and the girl went about the house with such a radiant face that
Miss Horatia chaffed her about it.
"I thought you and Thorold Holt were always sparring with one another.
You have told me that you did not like his interference. Is it a case
of 'absence makes the heart grow fonder'?"
"It isn't altogether him," said Gentian confusedly; "it's the sea, and
the mines, and the Cornish people I want to see. Besides, it's a trip
to an unknown place, and I always love that!"
Then she added with her natural truthfulness:
"I feel differently about Cousin Thor now; he's a link with the
past—the only link I have; every one has been swept away from me. He's
always a kind of buffer to me, and I miss him. And he has been very
kind to me, hasn't he? I came to England a stranger. Now dear Waddy has
gone, I feel stranger than ever. There isn't a person in the whole wide
world who really belongs to me. How would you feel if you were I?"
"You'll be able to remedy that one day," said Miss Horatia.
Miss Anne looked horrified at the insinuation, and Gentian laughed her
merry laugh.
"I'm not in a hurry to belong to a stranger," she said.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account