'Your wants are very simple, as your tastes are, Ida, and my fortune
is more than equal to your own--in worldly matters there can be
nothing wanting.'
'I know, Jerry, that a devotion such as yours deserves all the love I
could and ought to give it; and yet----'
She paused, and permitted him to retain her hand. Was she, in spite
of her asseverations to the contrary, about to love him after all?
The heart of Vane beat wildly amid the dawn of fresh hope.
'Many men have loved, Ida,' he urged, in a soft, low, passionate
tone; 'but it seems to me that I love you as few men have ever loved
before. From the first moment I met you I loved
you--and--and--surely circumstances have tested and tried that love
to the uttermost.'
'Most true, Jerry.'
'I ask not of what your--your regard has been for another since we
parted; I ask you only to love me as you did before that time, if you
can.'
The words that Vane spoke came from the depth of the honest fellow's
heart, in the full tide of emotion, and Ida could not fail to be
touched; and as she gave him one of her profound yet indefinable
glances of pity, the light in her beautiful eyes seemed to brighten
as her lashes drooped, and Jerry read in them an expression he had
not seen there since the happy time that was past.
In fact, Ida seemed to be trembling in her heart to think how
dear--was it indeed so?--how dear Jerry Vane was becoming to her
again, and how necessary to her his society was daily becoming, and
how like the old time it was--more like than, with all her past love
for Jack Beverley and her strange dreams and hauntings, she dared to
acknowledge to herself!
'Say, Ida, that the gap in my life is to be forgotten--filled up it
can never be!'
'Jerry, Jerry,' she urged, 'do not press me so--at present, at least!'
She was yielding after all.
'May I hope that you will accept me yet?' he said, pressing her hand
caressingly between both of his.
'A heart is not worth having, Jerry, that accords to pity only what
it should accord to love. You have all my esteem, and, perhaps, in
time, Jerry----'
She paused and shuddered visibly, and sank back with eyes half closed
and a hand pressed on her bosom as if about to faint or fall, but
Jerry's arm supported her.
'Good heavens, that sensation again!' he exclaimed.
'I must struggle against it, or it will conquer me,' she said,
suddenly regaining her firmness and striving to crush or shake off
the nervous emotion that shook her fragile form and gentle spirit.
'My darling, I am to blame; oh, pardon me, if I, at a time when your
health--your nervous system, at least--so selfishly urge my claim
upon your heart, for a strong and tender claim I have, indeed, Ida.'
There was in this an eloquence greater than more florid phrases could
express, as he spoke, for it seemed as if Jerry's very soul was spent
in what he said. After a pause, he said, with an arm still round her:
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