’Why,’ I said, ’what killing bait had tempted the monk’s shyness at
length?’
’What, then?’
’Thyself.’
’I?’
’Art thou not a star-child and Galeazzo’s protégé? O, pretty, sweet
decoy, to draw the astrologer from his cloister!’
’Dost mean that the Duke would use me to question the truth of these
predictions? Alas! not I, nor any man, can interpret nothingness into a
text.’
’Wilt thou tell him so?’
’Who?’
’The Duke.’
’I have told him so.’
’Thou hast? Then God keep the Franciscan in breath!’
’Amen!’ had said Bembo, in all fervour and innocence. He had thought the
other to mean nothing more than that the Duke was designing, on _his_
authority, to win a faulty brother from the heresy—as he construed it—of
divination.
As _he_ construed it. Young and inexperienced as he was, he had yet a
prophet’s purpose and vision—the vision which, in despite of all
traditional beliefs, looks backwards. His soft eyes were steadfast to
that end which was the beginning. No sophistries could beguile him from
the essential truth of his kind creed. _He_ was an atavism of something
vastly remoter than Caligula—than any tyranny. He ’threw back’ to the
stock of those first angels who knew the daughters of men—to the first
fruits of an amazed and incredible sorrow. By so great a step was he
close to the God his sires had offended; was close to the parting of the
ways between earth and heaven, and with all the lore of the
since-accumulated ages to instruct him in his choice of roads. O,
believe little Bernardo that his was the true insight, the true wisdom!
There is no Future, nor ever will be. The past but prolongs itself to
the present; and all enterprise, all yearning, are but to recover the
ground we have lost. That truth once recognised, the horror of Futurity
shall close its gates; its timeless wastes shall be no more to us; and
we—we shall be wandering back, by æons of pathetic memories, to trace to
its source the love that gushed in Paradise.
Three days later the boy—the Duke being gone—was strolling, again with
Cicada his shadow, on the ramparts. It had become something his habit to
take the air, after hearing the morning causes, on these outer walls,
whence the tired vision could stretch itself luxuriantly on leagues of
peaceful plain. He liked then to be left alone, or at the most to the
sole company of his dogged henchman, the erst Fool. Cicada’s gruff but
jealous sympathy was an emollient to lacerated sensibilities; his wit
was a tonic; his tact the fruit of long necessity. No one would have
guessed, not gentle Bernardo himself, how the little, ugly, caustic
creature was, when most wilful or eccentric in seeming, watching over
and medicining his moods of inevitable weariness or depression.
Perhaps he was in such a mood now—induced by that passion of the
irremediable which occasionally must overtake every just judge—as he
leaned upon the battlements, his cheek propped on his palm, and gazed
out dreamily over the shining campagna.
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