’Well, I am answered.’
’Ah! thou think’st I jest. Relatively—relatively only, sir, I assure
thee. Hast ever heard speak of Filippo Maria, the last of the
Visconti?’
’Little, alas! to his credit.’
’I will answer in my person to that. He was uglier than any bull—a
monster so hideous as to be attractive to a certain order of frailty. I
inclined his way. Perhaps that was my salvation. The child most
interests the parent whose features it reflects. It is bad-luck to
break a mirror; and so I was spared—for the labyrinth.’
’O infamous! He made thee his jester?’
’And fed me. Let that be remembered to him. When the reckoning comes,
the bull, not Pasiphae, shall have my voice.’
’Hideous! Thy mother?’
’Let it pass on that. I need say no more, if a word can damn.’
’Cicca!’
’He was meat and drink to me, I say.’
’Drink, alas!’
’He meant it kindly. When I sparkled, ’twas his own wit he felt himself
applauding. That was my easy time. He died in ’47, and my majesty’s
Fooldom was appropriated incontinent to the titillation of these
peasants of Cotignola their hairy ears.’
’Hush, and thou wilt be wise!’
’In my grave, not sooner. Francesco, our Magnificent’s father, was
so-so for humour—a good, blunt soldier, who’d take his cue of laughter
from some quicker wit, then roar it out despotically. No sniggerer,
like his son, who qualifies all praise with envy. Shall I tell thee how
I lost Galeazzo’s favour? He wrote a sonnet. ’Twas an achievement. A
Roman triumph has been ceded to less—hardly to worse. Lord, sir! there
was that applause and hand-clapping at Court! But Wisdom looked sour.
"What, fool!" demanded the Duke: "dost question its merit?" "Nay,"
quoth Wisdom; "but only the sincerity of the praise. Sign thy next with
my name, and mark its fate." He did—actually. Poor Wisdom! as if it
had been truth the sonneteer desired! Never was poor doxy of a Muse
worse treated. This was exalted like the other; but in a pillory. It
made a day’s sport for the mob, at my expense. Was not that pain and
humiliation enough? But Galeazzo must visit upon me the rage of his
mortification. Well, when he was done with me, Messer Lanti, high in
favour, begged the remnant of my folly, and it was thrown to him. The
story leaked out; I had had so many holes cut in me. It had been wiser
to seal my lips with kindness. But the Duke, as you may suppose, loves
me to this day.’
As he spoke, they turned an angle of the battlements, and saw advancing
towards them, smiling and insinuative, the figure of Tassino. Bernardo
started, in some wonder. He had not set eyes on this dandiprat since
his public condemnation of him, and, if he thought of him at all, had
believed him gone to make the restitution ordered. Now he gazed at him
with an expression in which pity and an instinctive abhorrence fought
for precedence.
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