Boys -- Juvenile fiction; London (England) -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Juvenile fiction; Siblings -- Juvenile fiction
After this dose he lay in her arms for long hours in heavy slumber. It
was a foggy day, and very little light came into the cellar; but what
fitful rays did penetrate the gloom fell upon a very white and sunken
little face. Yes; there was no doubt at last, no doubt at all, that Roy
looked as bad as Davie had looked; nay, more, that he looked worse than
Davie had ever looked, except--Oh! good God! was Roy going to die too?
Hannah felt herself trembling all over as this thought occurred to her.
Was she a second time to lose her all; was a second time her one heart's
treasure to be torn from her arms and from her love?
"And I promised God as I'd try hard to be good ef He'd leave me this
yere young 'un as I found lost in the street," she said. In her sore
despair she felt angry against God. What right had He not to take her
at her word, and allow her to be good in her own way? It had never yet
entered into her poor, untaught mind that in keeping little Roy she was
keeping what was not her own. The other folks to whom God had first
entrusted him had been careless of so great and precious a trust, so he
had been sent to her. She regarded him as absolutely her own, and no
idea of returning him to his people entered once into her head. Of
course they might by great cleverness trace him until they found him,
and then they would tear him from her arms; but never, until this
happened, would she relinquish him. What! never! ah! she was not so
sure of that. _Some one else_, even before his own people, might come
to take little Roy away--some one who once already had visited this
cellar. Before his call there was no resistance possible. With one
magic touch, this great, awful, and mysterious _some one_ would close
the blue eyes and still the baby heart and--yes--yes--yes--break her
heart for ever. A few big, heavy tears fell from her eyes at the
terrible thought, but she wiped them away, dreading to disturb the
sleeping child.
It was evening when little Roy awoke, and Hannah perceived with fresh
terror that there was another change in him. He looked at her without a
shade or gleam of recognition; he no longer called her red face pretty;
he screamed at the sight of it, and cried often and wildly for Faith,
who Hannah hoped he had forgotten.
"Fate, Fate, come to 'Oy. 'Oy want 'oo vevy much, vevy much."
Hannah was at her wit's end. She no longer feared discovery. She laid
the child on the bed, and, pulling out the box which was hidden
underneath, she took out again his little blue frock, his pretty shoes,
and white pinafore. These she dressed him in, and he was pleased for
the minute, and stroked the white pinafore, and called it "Pitty,
pitty."
There came a knock at the door as she fastened the button into the last
little shoe.
"Dat's Fate knocking," said little Roy, raising his eyes solemnly to her
face.
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