A Marriage in High Life, Volume IScott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
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A Marriage in High Life, Volume I
Scott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“Alas!” thought Emmeline, “again he will accuse me of braving him; of
purposely wounding his feelings!” and it was with difficulty she could
conceal from Mr. Moore how much he had discomposed her.
The next day, when she went through the gallery, the door of Fitzhenry’s
room chanced to be open, and as her eyes eagerly wandered into it, she
observed that the two drawings had disappeared from over the chimney.
What this meant, she could but too well guess: she plainly saw that he
suspected her of meanly endeavouring to pry into his feelings, and to
trace each thought inimical to herself, with a view (perhaps he
concluded) to gain at least the power of tormenting him, when hopeless
of obtaining any other. “Oh, Fitzhenry!” thought she, “will the time
ever come, when you will know me better, and learn to do me justice?”
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CHAPTER VII.
Call ye the city gay? its revels joyous?
—They may be so to you; for ye are young
(Belike) and happy. She is young in years,
But often in mid-spring will blighting winds
Do Autumn’s work: and there is pain of heart
That doth the work of time; can cloud the brow,
And pale the cheek, and sober down the spirit.
This gewgaw scene hath fewer charms for her,
Than for the crone, who, numbering sixty winters,
Pronounceth it all folly.—Wonder not
’Tis left thus willingly.
OLD PLAY.
PARLIAMENT met early this year, and Lord Fitzhenry signified his
intention of being in town at its opening. The party at Arlingford,
therefore, before long, dispersed different ways; and, with a heavy
heart, Emmeline went to settle herself in Grosvenor-street. Young as she
was, and disposed for gaiety as she had been but a few months past, she
could, in her circumstances, only look to the world and to the routine
of fashionable life in London with dismay. She would be thrown into a
totally new society, where she had not a friend, scarcely an
acquaintance. Had Fitzhenry been to her what he ought, how proudly would
she, at her lover’s side, have shown herself to an admiring world, as
the being he had chosen. But this was not the situation of Emmeline, and
she shrunk with a feeling of apprehension from the tumult in which she
would be left deserted and solitary.
She foresaw, too, that a London life would necessarily throw her and her
husband more apart; for, little as she saw of him in the country, yet
still in the course of the day she was certain of being in his society
and of hearing his voice, although seldom now addressed in conversation
to herself. In town, it would be easier for him to avoid her, and she
much feared he would take advantage of the opportunities offered.
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