Australia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Melbourne (Vic.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"It does--it does," assented Rachel. "But I promised Aunt Elizabeth that
I would be a widow for a year."
"You were a widow for me--how many years?"
"I know, Roden, I know. I do not do it willingly. But other
people--other things--have to be considered."
"Six months more! Child, no one has any right to demand such an enormous
sacrifice of us. Who knows how long we may live to be together as we
want to be together? Can we afford to throw away six months on the top
of six years for the sake of mere sham propriety, knowing the worth of
every hour as we do?"
"Roden," said Rachel gently, after a pause, "it shall be just as you
like. If you think we ought not to wait, we will not. I can explain to
Aunt Elizabeth."
And then he recognised his responsibilities.
"No," he said, "I think perhaps we had better wait--though there _is_ no
sense or justice in it. We'll pay Mrs. Grundy the heaviest price that
she has swindled honest people of for many a day, and then we'll take it
out with interest. But you will do something for me in the meantime?"
"There is nothing I could do for you that I should not want to do for
myself, Roden."
"You won't go quite away, will you? You'll stay here till I have to
leave, and then you'll come and stay a long while with Lily? You'll let
me have sight of you, and keep watch over you, until the waiting time is
up?" There was no answer required for this question. What they could do
for one another they would, as both well knew. He held her tightly in
his arms, covering half her face with his great moustache. "And when the
time is up we will not wait one hour--not one," he said, with sudden,
strong passion. "That very day, Rachel, I shall take you away to
Queensland, where nobody can reach us and nothing can interfere with us.
When at last I _do_ get you, I will have you--for a little while at all
events--absolutely and wholly to myself."
And Rachel prayed that she might be permitted to live until that "little
while" should come.
It seemed, in this moment of anticipation, something that it would be
presumptuous for a mortal woman to hope for, much less to expect.
* * * * *
And should Love, when all is said and done, be the ruler and lord of
all--supreme arbiter of the destinies of purblind creatures, not one in
ten, perhaps not one in fifty, of whom have the faculty to see him and
know him as he is?
Should the passion of wayward girls defy the wisdom and wishes of
parents and guardians, who have learned in long years of costly
experience something of the potentialities of this many-sided life?
Should all risks of poverty and social ignominy, with their long train
of trials and temptations, involving the welfare of innocent relatives
and unborn children, be dared in an irrevocable moment of enthusiasm for
one's faith in the eternal fidelity of any man or woman?
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