A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 3 of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 3 of 3)
Marryat, Florence
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
She may have been beautiful, perhaps, in the days long past, but all
trace of beauty was lost in the red, blotchy, inflamed countenance she
presented to my gaze. Her eyes were bloodshot; her hair dishevelled; her
dress tawdry and untidy, and if she had even been a gentlewoman, which I
doubted, she had parted with every sign of her breeding. As she pushed
her way up behind my mother—looking so sad and sweet and ladylike beside
her—she inspired me with nothing but abhorrence.
‘Who is this person?’ I repeated, with an intimation of disgust that
apparently offended the stranger, for in a shrill voice she commenced
some explanation which my mother was evidently most anxious I should not
hear.
‘Oh, Charlie! do you love me?’ she whispered.
‘Mother! yes!’
‘Then go up to your room, now, _at once_, and wait there till I come to
you! I will speak to you afterwards—I will tell you _all_—only go now!’
She spoke so earnestly that I could not refuse her request, but did
as she desired me at once, the woman I had seen, screaming some
unintelligible sentence after me as I ascended the stairs. But when
I found myself alone, the scene I had witnessed recurred rather
unpleasantly to my memory. It was an extraordinary circumstance to see
a stranger at all within our walls; still more so a woman, and one who
dared to address my mother in loud and reproachful tones. And I was now
sixteen, able and willing to defend her against insult, why, therefore,
had she not claimed my services to turn this woman from the house,
instead of sending me upstairs, as she might have done little Violet,
until she had settled the matter for herself? But then I remembered the
trouble my mother had taken to get my father and me away from Lilyfields
that morning, and could not believe but that she had foreseen this
visitation and prepared against it. It was then as I had often supposed.
She had relations of whom she was ashamed, with whom she did not wish my
father to come in contact. Poor mother! If this was one of them, I pitied
her! I believed the story I had created myself so much, that I accepted
it without further proof, and when my mother entered the room, and
laying her head against my shoulder, sobbed as if her heart would break,
I soothed her as well as I was able, without another inquiry as to the
identity of the person with whom I had found her.
‘Don’t tell your father, Charlie!’ she said, in parting. ‘Don’t mention a
word to anyone of what you have seen to-day. Promise me, darling! I shall
not be happy till I have your word for it!’
And I gave her my word, and thought none the less of her for the secrecy,
although I regretted it need be.
Not long after this my father articled me, at my own request, to an
architect in London, and my visits to the happy home at Lilyfields became
few and far between. But I had the consolation of knowing that all went
well there, and that I was taking my place in the world as a man should
do.
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