A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 3 of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 3 of 3)
Marryat, Florence
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
‘You lie!’ I exclaimed passionately. This tipsy, dissipated,
coarse-looking creature, the woman who bore me, and whom I had believed
to be lying in her grave for sixteen years and more. Was it wonderful
that at the first blush my mind utterly refused to credit it? The angry
accusation I have recorded had barely left my lips, when I looked up
and saw _my mother_—the woman who had come as an angel of light into my
father’s darkened home, and watched over me with the tenderest affection
since—standing on the threshold, pale and peaceful in her mourning garb,
as the Spirit of Death itself.
‘Mother! say it is not true,’ I cried as I turned towards her.
‘Oh, Charlie, my darling boy! my brave, good son! Be quiet! bear it like
a man; but it _is_ true!’
‘This—this woman was my father’s _wife_!’
‘She was!’
‘And _you_, mother!’ I exclaimed in agony.
‘I was only the woman that he loved, Charlie,’ she answered, with
downcast eyes. ‘You must think no higher of me than that!’
‘I think the very highest of you that I can. You were my father’s loving
companion and friend for years: you saved his life and his reason! You
were _his_ true, true wife, and _my_ mother. I shall never think of you
in any lower light.’
My emotion had found vent in tears by that time. It was all so new and so
horrible to believe, and my mother’s hand rested fondly on my bowed head.
Then that other woman, whose existence I can never recall without a
shudder, seized her hateful opportunity, and levelled the most virulent
abuse at my poor martyr mother’s head. Words, such as I had never heard
from a female before, rained thickly from her lips, until I lost sight
of my own grief in my indignation at the shower of inuendoes which were
being hurled at the person dearest to me of all the world.
‘Be silent,’ I said in a loud authoritative voice. ‘Were you twenty
times my mother I would not permit you to speak as you are speaking now.
If it is true that you were my father’s wife, why were you not in your
proper place, instead of leaving your lawful duties to another?’
‘Oh! madam here can answer that question better than myself. She knows
well enough there was no room left for me where she was.’
‘Untrue!’ murmured my mother, but without any anger. ‘I would have
shielded your character from your boy’s censure, as I have done for so
long, but justice to the dead compels me to speak. You left this home
desolate for many miserable years before I entered it. You deserted
your child in his infancy, but your husband had so good and forgiving a
heart that, when you cried to him for pardon, he took you back again and
condoned your great offence, and therefore, when you left him a second
time, the law contained no remedy for his wrong. He was compelled to live
on—alone—dishonoured and comfortless, whilst you—you can best tell your
son what your life has been since.’
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