She had played with that thought before, and the roomer she had had in
mind was Willy Cameron. But the knowledge that he knew the Cardews
had somehow changed all that. She couldn't picture him going from this
sordid house to the Cardew mansion, and worse still, returning to it
afterwards. She saw him there, at the Cardews, surrounded by bowing
flunkies--a picture of wealth gained from the movies--and by women
who moved indolently, trailing through long vistas of ball room and
conservatory in low gowns without sleeves, and draped with ropes of
pearls. Women who smoked cigarettes after dinner and played bridge for
money.
She hated the Cardews.
On her way to her room she paused at her mother's door.
“Asleep yet, mother?”
“No. Feel like I'm not going to sleep at all.”
“Mother,” she said, with a desperate catch in her voice, “we've got to
change things around here. It isn't fair to Dan, for one thing. We've
got to get a girl to do the work. And to do that we'll have to rent a
room.”
She heard the thin figure twist impatiently.
“I've never yet been reduced to taking roomers, and I'm not going to let
the neighbors begin looking down on me now.”
“Now, listen, mother--”
“Go on away, Edie.”
“But suppose we could get a young man, a gentleman, who would be out all
but three evenings a week. I don't know, but Mr. Cameron at the store
isn't satisfied where he is. He's got a dog, and they haven't any yard.
We've got a yard.”
“I won't be bothered with any dog,” said the querulous voice, from the
darkness.
With a gesture of despair the girl turned away. What was the use,
anyhow? Let them go on, then, her mother and Dan. Only let them let her
go on, too. She had tried her best to change herself, the house, the
whole rotten mess. But they wouldn't let her.
Her mood of disgust continued the next morning. When, at eleven o'clock,
Louis Akers sauntered in for the first time in days, she looked at him
somberly but without disdain. Lou or somebody else, what did it
matter? So long as something took her for a little while away from
the sordidness of home, its stale odors, its untidiness, its querulous
inmates.
“What's got into you lately, Edith?” he inquired, lowering his voice.
“You used to be the best little pal ever. Now the other day, when I
called up--”
“Had the headache,” she said laconically. “Well?”
“Want to play around this evening?”
She hesitated. Then she remembered where Willy Cameron would be that
night, and her face hardened. Had any one told Edith that she was
beginning to care for the lame young man in the rear room, with
his exaggerated chivalry toward women, his belief in home, and his
sentimental whistling, she would have laughed. But he gave her something
that the other men she knew robbed her of, a sort of self-respect. It
was perhaps not so much that she cared for him, as that he enabled her
to care more for herself.
But he was going to dinner with Lily Cardew.
“I might, depending on what you've got to offer.”
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