“But what is your objection, Ingram?” said the young man, suddenly
abandoning his defiant manner; “why should you object? Do you think I
would make a bad husband to the woman I married?”
“I believe nothing of the sort. I believe you would make a very good
husband, if you were to marry a woman whom you know something about, and
whom you had really learned to love and respect through your knowledge
of her. I tell you, you know nothing about Sheila Mackenzie as yet. If
you were to marry her to-morrow, you would discover in six months she
was a woman wholly different from what you had expected.”
“Very well, then,” said Lavender, with an air of triumph; “you can’t
deny this; you think so much of her that the real woman I would discover
must be better than the one I imagine; and so you don’t expect I shall
be disappointed?”
“If you marry Sheila Mackenzie you will be disappointed--not through her
fault, but your own. Why, a more preposterous notion never entered a
man’s head! She knows nothing of your friends or your ways of life; you
know nothing of hers. She would be miserable in London, even if you
could persuade her father to go with her, which is the most unlikely
thing in the world. Do give up this foolish idea, like a good fellow,
and do it before Sheila is dragged into a flirtation that may have the
most serious consequences to her.”
Lavender would not promise, but all that afternoon various resolutions
and emotions were struggling within him for mastery, insomuch that
Duncan could not understand the blundering way in which he whipped the
pools. Mackenzie, Sheila and Ingram had gone off to pay a visit to an
old crone who lived in a neighboring island, and in whom Ingram had been
much interested a few years before; so that Lavender had an opportunity
of practicing the art of salmon-fishing without interruptions. But all
the skill he had shown in the morning seemed to have deserted him; and
at last he gave the rod to Duncan, and sitting down on a top-coat flung
on the wet heather, indolently watched the gillie’s operations.
Should he at once fly from temptation and return to London? Would it not
be heroic to leave this old man in possession of his only daughter?
Sheila would never know of the sacrifice, but what of that? It might be
for her happiness that he should go.
But when a young man is in love, or fancies himself in love, with a
young girl, it is hard for him to persuade himself that anybody else can
make her as happy as he might. Who could be so tender to her, so
watchful over her, as himself? He does not reflect that her parents have
had the experience of years in taking care of her, while he would be a
mere novice at the business. The pleasure with which he regards the
prospect of being constantly with her he transfers to her, and she seems
to demand it of him as a duty that he should confer upon her this new
happiness.
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