I felt that silence would be the best palliative for my wounds; and so
discouraged was I of being able to change Aunt Agnes's opinion, I
thought it a waste of breath at the moment even to mention Mrs. Marsh as
my authority for the statement that Miss Kingsley had a tender feeling
for Mr. Spence.
V.
A year passed without special incident, and yet certain things require
to be told so that the sequel may seem consistent. Contrary to Aunt
Agnes's insinuation, I proved sincere in my devotion to study. Mr.
Fleisch came regularly twice a week, and during the summer months
when I was away from home his instruction was continued by means of
correspondence. I found him, as Mr. Spence had predicted, an admirable
teacher. His work was everything to him, and he imbued me with his
ability to look at our relations as strictly impersonal. He might have
been a machine, so little was he susceptible to any mood of mine,--a
characteristic which I deemed more and more indispensable each day to a
proper understanding between pupil and master.
As a result of his teaching and my own industry, I acquired before many
months an intimate knowledge of the views shared by those who called
themselves Moderationists, and moreover without the slightest diminution
of my enthusiasm. I was able to converse intelligently with the most
proficient of the school, and there was little of the system that failed
to commend itself to me as entitled to faith and support. I attended
meetings and lectures in advocacy of its theories, and occasionally took
part in debates on questions relating to the management of the Society
for the Practice of Moderation, of which I was elected treasurer. Thus
it happened that my name appeared in the newspapers as one of the
leading spirits of the movement, and among my former acquaintances there
was a general impression that I had become very peculiar. My old
ball-room rivals, who were for the most part waltzing as hard as ever,
would stop me in the street and say, "Virginia dear, is it true you are
going into a convent?" or, "What is this that I hear, Virginia, about
you being in favor of female suffrage? Do you really think women ought
to vote?" Once in a while some friend, who was either more accurate by
nature or who really felt an interest in me, would hit closer to the
mark, and perhaps with a sigh express regret at not having the courage
to become literary too. "But it does separate one so from other
people,--that is, people one knows; don't you think so dear?"
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