It certainly did. I was completely estranged from my old associations,
and spent my time, when not employed in study, largely at the rooms of
our Society, where Mrs. Marsh presided as secretary. There were
countless circulars and pamphlets to be mailed, setting forth our
purposes and needs. Mrs. Marsh, despite an inaccurate acquaintance with
and an overweening curiosity regarding the doings of fashionable people,
was a model of executive ability. With some one at hand to correct her
grammar and spelling, she could transact a greater amount of business
than half-a-dozen ordinary women. In my zeal to see things properly
done, I constituted myself her assistant; and we managed together the
whole work of the Bureau, as Miss Kingsley liked to call our humble
quarters.
My relations with Miss Kingsley were outwardly very friendly. I had
thought it best upon reflection not to appear offended when we met
again, and she on her part greeted me with effusive warmth and a little
deprecatory look, as if to say, "You will excuse me, I am sure, for what
I said to your aunt. It was for your good, or I should never have
spoken." Subsequently, in our relations at the Bureau, she liked to
patronize me slightly. She would come whisking into the rooms where
Mrs. Marsh and I were hard at work, and putter about for a few moments,
asking questions and giving us advice, and then whisk out again with an
encouraging nod. She was apt to time her visits so as to meet Mr.
Spence, who came regularly sometime during every forenoon, to
superintend our labors. He stayed usually about half an hour; and from
the first day I became connected with the Bureau I made a point to avoid
him as much as possible,--a course which seemed acceptable to him, for
he always addressed his business suggestions to Mrs. Marsh, and did not
encourage me to converse with him. Once in a while, however, he would
approach me in a constrained fashion, and express satisfaction with the
reports Mr. Fleisch made of my progress. It was through his silent
agency also, I had no question, that I was appointed treasurer, and was
regarded as a prominent worker in the cause. With Miss Kingsley, on the
other hand, he was easy and familiar. It was evident that he liked her,
and he listened to her opinions; but I could never detect what seemed to
me any signs of sentiment on his part in her regard. Miss Kingsley must
have thought differently, for on one or two occasions she was unable to
resist the temptation, as they went out of the door together, of
looking back at me with an air of triumph. The more Mr. Spence seemed to
avoid me, the kinder and more patronizing was her manner; and she so far
evinced her friendship presently as to show me the manuscript of a novel
which she had written, entitled "Moderation," and which was dedicated
"To him to whom I owe all that in me is of worth,--Charles Liversage
Spence." It was an attempt, as she explained to me, to return to the
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