A Strange Story — CompleteLytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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A Strange Story — Complete
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
So we passed under the boughs of the dark tree, and Lilian left me and
kissed Mrs. Ashleigh’s cheek; then, seating herself on the turf, laid
her head on her mother’s lap. I looked on the Queen of the Hill, whose
keen eye shot over me. I thought there was a momentary expression of
pain or displeasure on her countenance; but it passed. Still
there seemed to me something of irony, as well as of triumph or
congratulation, in the half-smile with which she quitted her seat, and
in the tone with which she whispered, as she glided by me to the open
sward, “So, then, it is settled.”
She walked lightly and quickly down the lawn. When she was out of sight
I breathed more freely. I took the seat which she had left, by Mrs.
Ashleigh’s side, and said, “A little while ago I spoke of myself as a
man without kindred, without home, and now I come to you and ask for
both.”
Mrs. Ashleigh looked at me benignly, then raised her daughter’s face
from her lap, and whispered, “Lilian;” and Lilian’s lips moved, but I
did not hear her answer. Her mother did. She took Lilian’s hand, simply
placed it in mine, and said, “As she chooses, I choose; whom she loves,
I love.”
CHAPTER XIX.
From that evening till the day Mrs. Ashleigh and Lilian went on the
dreaded visit, I was always at their house, when my avocations allowed
me to steal to it; and during those few days, the happiest I had ever
known, it seemed to me that years could not have more deepened my
intimacy with Lilian’s exquisite nature, made me more reverential of its
purity, or more enamoured of its sweetness. I could detect in her but
one fault, and I rebuked myself for believing that it was a fault.
We see many who neglect the minor duties of life, who lack watchful
forethought and considerate care for others, and we recognize the
cause of this failing in levity or egotism. Certainly, neither of those
tendencies of character could be ascribed to Lilian. Yet still in daily
trifles there was something of that neglect, some lack of that care and
forethought. She loved her mother with fondness and devotion, yet it
never occurred to her to aid in those petty household cares in which her
mother centred so much of habitual interest. She was full of tenderness
and pity to all want and suffering, yet many a young lady on the Hill
was more actively beneficent,--visiting the poor in their sickness, or
instructing their children in the Infant Schools. I was persuaded
that her love for me was deep and truthful; it was clearly void of all
ambition; doubtless she would have borne, unflinching and contented,
whatever the world considers to be a sacrifice and privation,--yet I
should never have expected her to take her share in the troubles
of ordinary life. I could never have applied to her the homely but
significant name of helpmate. I reproach myself while I write for
noticing such defect--if defect it were--in what may be called the
practical routine of our positive, trivial, human existence. No doubt it
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