Although Hockmaster's revelation had jarred through his whole being,
he judged her gently now. He was honest-souled enough to disintegrate
æsthetic disgust from abiding emotion. He was keenly sensible of the
agony she had endured at dinner, and he suffered with her truly
and loyally. But the ignobleness attendant on all the conditions of
Hockmaster's drunken confidence spread itself for the time like a foul
curtain over finer feelings. He could not help wishing that she had
told him her story. That the consciousness of her position as a divorced
woman had been the cause of the constraint of her letters, he could
no longer doubt. That she intended to make all clear to him before
she definitely pledged herself to him as his wife, he was absolutely
certain. His nature was too loyal for him to suspect otherwise. There he
read her truly. But why had she waited? It would have made his present
course of action so much more simple, had the spoken confidence between
them enabled him to take the initiative. Now his hands were tied. He
could do nothing but wait until she made the sign. Thus the thought, in
calmer, nobler moments. But then the common story of seduction, with its
vulgar stigma of the divorce court, and the personality of the reeling,
hiccoughing man, sent a shiver through his flesh.
In the morning he spent an hour with his father, forgetting for the
while his own troubles in endeavours to cheer and amuse. On his way
out, he met Mme. Boccard, who greeted him with plaintive volubility.
His American friend had paid his bill and left orders for his bag to
be given to the porter from the Hôtel National. She was sorry her
establishment had not been to his liking. What did Monsieur Chetwynd
think of the dinner? What had been lacking? And the bed? It was a
beautiful bed--as it happened, the best in all the pension. Raine
consoled her, as best he could, for the American's defection, but in his
heart he was grimly pleased at this sign of grace in his late friend.
He had some idea, at least, when sober, of common decency. Mme. Boccard
enquired concernedly after the professor, was delighted to hear that he
was mending.
“Ah, that is good,” she said, “it would not be suitable if too many
people were ill. The pension would get a bad name. That poor Mme.
Stapleton is still suffering this morning. It is Mr. Chetwynd who will
be sorry.”
“Nothing serious?” asked Raine, in some alarm.
“Oh no--_une crise des nerfs. Que voulez-vous? Les dames sont comme
cela._”
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