He said to himself, bitterly, that such thoughts might comfort angels
and women; they brought no consolation to him.
“You must remember Clarice,” she pleaded; “Clarice, who loves you so
well.”
“I remember all. Hermione, if I send for you when I am dying, should it
be soon or should it be in twenty years, you will come to me?”
“Yes,” she replied, with a deep-drawn, bitter sob. “I will come,
Ronald. Now, farewell.”
She was pure and innocent as the white doves that fed from her hand.
She saw no wrong in bending her sweet, sad face over him for that last,
most sorrowful embrace.
Once more his lips touched hers, but the chill upon them was the chill
of death.
“Good-by, my love, my dear, lost love, good-by,” he said, and the words
died away in a moan. Another minute and she had passed out of sight.
When the hour of death came it was not so bitter for him as that in
which Hermione Lorriston passed out of his sight. He flung himself on
the ground, praying the skies might fall and cover him; that he might
never rise to meet the sunlight again.
From that day he was a changed man; he felt it and knew it himself.
The quiet, resigned content for which he had been trying so hard was
further from him than ever. The resignation arriving from philosophy
had forsaken him. Night and day he brooded over the one idea that she
had loved him, and he had lost her. Day and night he pondered over the
mystery of that letter.
But for his wife’s sake he would have made the whole matter public and
would have insisted on having it thoroughly sifted; but a “still, small
voice” pleaded for Clarice. It would be so hard for her to see and know
that his thoughts were still all of the past.
That did not prevent him from making a private investigation of the
matter. On the first day that he saw Conyers, the groom, he called him.
“I want you,” he said. “There are some questions I wish to ask you
that, if you answer truthfully, will be of inestimable benefit to
me; if you answer them falsely, I shall be still further deceived.
Perhaps experience has embittered me; I have little faith left in man’s
honesty. I will buy your truth, Conyers, if you swear to me, on your
oath, to say nothing but what is perfectly, strictly correct. I will
give you ten pounds, and, should you be able to discover that which I
wish to know, I will hereafter give you fifty.”
Conyers was an honest man, and Sir Ronald’s words hurt him more than he
cared to own.
“If you offered me twice fifty pounds, Sir Ronald, to tell a willful
lie, I would not do it for you or for any one else. You can please
yourself about believing whether I tell you the truth or not.”
His bluntness did not displease the master of Aldenmere, who looked at
the groom’s face with a grim smile.
“If ever the world does to you what it has done to me,” he said,
quietly, “you will either doubt your own sanity or the truth of your
fellowmen. Come out here a few minutes; I want to talk to you.”
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