A Valiant Ignorance; vol. 1 of 3: A Novel in Three VolumesDickens, Mary Angela
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A Valiant Ignorance; vol. 1 of 3: A Novel in Three Volumes
Dickens, Mary Angela
Fiction
With the termination of Julian’s university career, it became necessary
that some arrangement should be made for his future. As Julian grew up,
the topic had come up between the mother and son with increasing
frequency, introduced as a rule not, as might have been expected, by the
young man, whom it most concerned, but by Mrs. Romayne. From the very
first it had been presented to him as a foregone conclusion that the
start in life to which he was to look forward was to be made in London.
London was to be their home, and he was to read for the English bar; on
these premises all Mrs. Romayne’s plans and suggestions were grounded,
and Julian’s was not the nature to carve out the idea of a future for
himself in opposition to that presented to him. Consequently the
arrangements, of which the bright little house in Chelsea was the
preliminary outcome, were matured with much gaiety and enthusiasm, in
what Mrs. Romayne called merrily “a family council of two”; and a
certain touch of feverish excitement which had pervaded his mother’s
consideration of the subject, moved Julian to a carelessly affectionate
compunction in that it was presumably for his sake that she had
remained so long away from the life she apparently preferred.
The arrangement by which Mrs. Romayne eventually came to London alone
was not part of the original scheme. As the time fixed for their
departure thither drew nearer, that feverish excitement increased upon
her strangely. It seemed as an expression of the nervous restlessness
that possessed her that she finally insisted on his joining some friends
who were going for two months to Egypt, and leaving her to “struggle
with the agonies of furnishing,” as she said, alone.
The arrangement had separated the mother and son for the first time
within Julian’s memory. The fact had, perhaps, had little practical
influence on his enjoyment in the interval, but it gave an added fervour
to his boyish demonstration of delight in that first moment of meeting
as he held her in his vigorous young arms, and kissed her again and
again.
“To think of my having surprised you, after all!” he cried gleefully, at
last. “You ought to have had my telegram this morning. Why, you’ve got
nervous while you’ve been alone, mother! You’re quite trembling!”
Mrs. Romayne laughed a rather uncertain little laugh. She was indeed
trembling from head to foot. Her face was very pale still, but as she
raised it to her son the strange, transfigured look had passed from it
utterly, and her normal expression had returned to it in all its
superficial liveliness, brought back by an effort of will, conscious or
instinctive, which was perceptible in the slight stiffness of all the
lines. At the same moment she seemed to become aware of the close,
clinging pressure with which her hand had closed upon the arm which held
her, and she relaxed it in a gesture of playful rebuke and deprecation.
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