A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIVJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIV
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Fiction
It was done; the plan he had proposed to himself was so far executed:
and when, after quitting Northferry, he sat down in a small solitary
room of a little road-side inn, he began to laugh, and reconsider the
whole with calmer, and less impassioned thoughts, than he had
previously given to the subject. How different a thing looks when it
is done, and when it is doing! As soon as Fate buys a picture from any
man, she turns it with its face to the wall, and its back to the
seller, writes INEVITABLE upon it, with a piece of black chalk; and
the poor fool can never have the same view of it again.
Chandos was a gardener--a hired servant--in that balanced state where
thirty shillings a-week is thrown into the scale against slavery, just
to prevent freedom from kicking the beam. A great many things had
entered into the concoction of the notable scheme which he had
pursued. There was the first vehement impulse of a noble but impetuous
disposition; a good deal of pride, a little philosophy, and a touch of
romance. He had determined to taste for a while the food of an
inferior station, to know feelingly how the lowly earn their bread,
and spend their lives; to see the things of humble condition not with
a telescope from a height, but with the eye close to the object, and
with a microscope, should need be. He had long been of opinion that it
would be no misuse of time, were every young man even of much higher
rank and pretensions than his own, to spend a year or more amongst the
labouring classes of society, taking part in their toils, sharing
their privations, learning in the school of experience their habits,
wants, wishes, feelings. Our ancestors used to send their children out
to a healthy cottage to nurse during their infancy, and, in many
cases, (not all,) ensured thereby to their offspring robust and hardy
constitutions, which could not have been gained in the luxurious
dwellings of the great and high. Chandos had fancied often that such
training might be as good for the mind as the body, had longed to try
it, had thought it would do him good, especially when he found false
views and cold conventionalities creep upon him, when he felt his
judgment getting warped to the set forms of class, and his tastes
becoming fastidious. Accident had fixed his resolution, and accident
had given the direction in which it acted. But there were
difficulties, inconveniences, regrets, which he had not thought of. We
never embrace a new state without remembering with longing some of the
advantages of the old one. He thought of being cut off from all
refined society, with sensations not pleasurable; he thought of being
discovered by old acquaintances with some sort of apprehension. But
then he remembered that he was little likely to be brought into
immediate contact with any of the great and high. He repeated to
himself that no one had a right to question his conduct, or control
his tastes. And in regard to refined occupations, to relieve the
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