Pendarves came home that evening in great spirits. Every thing was
arranged for the theatricals, and the play fixed upon. It was to be the
Belle's Stratagem, and he was to play Doricourt, a part he had often
played before. The part of Letitia Hardy, was given to a young lady who
was an actress on private theatres; and every part was filled but that
of Lady Frances Touchwood.
"Oh, Helen!" cried he, "how happy should I be if you would give over all
your dismals, lay aside your scruples, and make me your slave for life,
by undertaking this mild and modest part!"
"You bribe high," I replied (turning pale at the apprehension of any
thing so contrary to my habits and my sense of right): "but you know my
aversion to things of the sort."
"I do: but I also know your high sense of a wife's duty; and that you
cannot but own a wife ought to obey her husband's will, when not
contrary to the will of God."
"You seem to have high though just ideas of a wife's duty," said I,
smiling; "now, perhaps, you will favour me with your opinion of a
husband's duty."
"Willingly. It is to wean a beloved wife, if possible, from gloomy
thoughts; to keep amusing company himself, and to make her join it: in
short, when he has engaged in private theatricals, it is his _duty_
to get his wife to engage in them also: and if you think such things
dangerous to good morals, you are the more bound to engage in them, in
order to watch over _mine_."
I suspected he was right, and that the general duty should, in this
instance, give way to the particular one; but I shrunk with aversion
from the long and intimate association with these disagreeable if not
disreputable people, to which it would oblige me; and after expressing
this dislike I begged time to consider of his request.
The next day I went to consult my mother, who at first would not hear
the plan named, and declared that her child should not so far degrade
herself as to allow her person to be profaned by such familiarities as
acting must induce and she must suffer. But when I told her Mr. Oswald
was to act Sir George Touchwood, a quiet, elderly married man, she was
more reconciled to it on that score, but she disliked it as much as I
did on other grounds. However, having convinced myself, I at length
convinced her, that it was my duty to make myself as dear and as
agreeable to my husband as I could, and not leave him thus exposed to
the every day increasing fascinations of another woman.
"But can you, my dear child," said she, "have fortitude enough to bear
for days together the sight of his attentions to your rival? Will it not
make you pettish, grave, and unamiable, and cloud your eyes in tears,
which will incense and not affect, because they will seem a reproach?"
"It will be a difficult task, and a severe trial, I own; but I humbly
hope to be supported under it: and though the risk is great, the
ultimate success is worth the venture."
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