At length the first day of our theatricals took place, and a company far
more select and less numerous than I expected was assembled. My mother
had insisted on defraying my expenses, and both my dresses were elegant.
You must forgive my vanity when I say, that with rouge replacing my
natural bloom, and clad in a most becoming manner, I looked as young
and as well as when I married; while to my grateful joy my husband
seemed to admire me more than any one. Indeed he pronounced my whole
performance beyond praise, and I know not what any one else said. I made
one alteration, however, in the text on the night of representation,
which called down thunders of applause. The Author makes Letitia Hardy
say, that if her husband was unfaithful she would elope with the first
pretty fellow that asked her, while her feelings preyed on her life. I
could not make my lips utter such words as these; I therefore said, "I
would not elope like some women, &c. but would patiently endure my
sufferings, though my feelings preyed on my life."
Seymour was so surprised, so confounded, and so affected, that he seized
my hand and pressed it to his heart and his lips before he could reply:
and my mother told me afterwards that she could scarcely controul her
emotions at a change so worthy of me, and so well-timed. The next
representation was deferred for a week; and, whatever was the reason,
Lady Martindale deferred any exhibition of herself to that future
opportunity.
But the comfort and the joy of all to me was, that during this
intermediate week I recovered my husband; and with him some of my good
looks; while that odious lord would very fain have bestowed on me equal
attention to what Seymour had bestowed on his wife, and of a less
equivocal nature.
Lord Charles Belmour at this period paid us an unexpected visit, having
entirely recovered from his late indisposition. I certainly was not
glad to see him, though I believed he regarded me with more kindness
than formerly, and he was evidently solicitous, by the most respectful
attentions, to conciliate the regard of my beloved mother.
Out of compliment to Lord Charles, Seymour dined at home two days; but
on the third, he insisted on taking his friend to call at Oswald Lodge,
whose hospitable master had called on him, as soon as he heard of his
arrival, and was anxious to have the honour of his acquaintance. Lord
Charles thought the honour would be all on Mr. Oswald's side, and
probably the pleasure also; but he was at length prevailed on to return
the call, and to my great joy he returned wondering at Seymour's
infatuation in living so much with such a vulgar set; declaring, that
even the Lady Martindale had more the air of a French _petite maîtresse_
than of any thing akin to quality. He said this in my mother's presence
and mine, and he could not have made, I own, better court to either.
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