When I got to the end of this warm-hearted effusion I rushed off to
make up my parcel: seven notes, a smoking-cap, and a pair of slippers,
which last I regretted giving up, as they were large and comfortable;
a book on Village Architecture, and another of sermons by an eloquent
and unpractical modern preacher, completed the list. I fastened them
up, sealed and directed them, and sent them out to the under-gardener
from 'Oak Lodge,' who had brought the note, and had been directed to
wait for an answer. Then, with a sense of relief which was unmixed
this time, I went back to my study, lit my pipe, and sat down in front
of the parcel my late love had sent me. I was struck by its enormous
superiority in neatness to the ill-shapen brown paper bundle in which
I had just sent off mine; and it presently occurred to me that the
remarkable deftness with which corners had been turned in and string
knotted and tied could never have been attained by hands unused to any
kind of active labour. Miss Farington, either too much overcome by
emotion to tie her parcel up herself, or from an absence of sentiment
which might or might not be considered to do her credit, had entrusted
the task of sending back my presents to her maid.
Mechanically I opened the parcel and, not being deeply enough wounded
by the abrupt termination of my engagement to throw my rejected gifts
with passion into the fire, I arranged them on the table in a row,
spread out my returned letters (which had all been neatly opened with
a pen--or small paper-knife), and considered the well-meant but
disastrous venture of which they were the relics with much
thoughtfulness. It had been a failure from first to last: not only had
it failed to draw my thoughts and affections from the little pale lady
who was now the wife of my friend, but it had also unhappily resulted
in rendering her by contrast a lovelier and more desirable object than
before. There was no doubt of it: the only unalloyed pleasure my
_fiancée_ had afforded me was the increase of delight I had felt,
after nearly three weeks of her improving society, in meeting my
little witch of the hills once more. On the whole my conscience was
pretty clear with regard to Miss Farington; I had been prepared to
offer her affection, and she had preferred an interest in domestic
architecture, which I had then sedulously cultivated: the question
was, what was to be done now? I decided that the most prudent course
would be to say nothing of my rupture with my lady-love, and if I
should be unable to subdue a certain unwonted hilarity at dinner time,
to ascribe it to other causes.
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