MRS. ARBUTHNOT. What son has ever asked of his mother to make so hideous
a sacrifice? None.
GERALD. What mother has ever refused to marry the father of her own
child? None.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT. Let me be the first, then. I will not do it.
GERALD. Mother, you believe in religion, and you brought me up to
believe in it also. Well, surely your religion, the religion that you
taught me when I was a boy, mother, must tell you that I am right. You
know it, you feel it.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT. I do not know it. I do not feel it, nor will I ever
stand before God’s altar and ask God’s blessing on so hideous a mockery
as a marriage between me and George Harford. I will not say the words
the Church bids us to say. I will not say them. I dare not. How could
I swear to love the man I loathe, to honour him who wrought you
dishonour, to obey him who, in his mastery, made me to sin? No: marriage
is a sacrament for those who love each other. It is not for such as him,
or such as me. Gerald, to save you from the world’s sneers and taunts I
have lied to the world. For twenty years I have lied to the world. I
could not tell the world the truth. Who can, ever? But not for my own
sake will I lie to God, and in God’s presence. No, Gerald, no ceremony,
Church-hallowed or State-made, shall ever bind me to George Harford. It
may be that I am too bound to him already, who, robbing me, yet left me
richer, so that in the mire of my life I found the pearl of price, or
what I thought would be so.
GERALD. I don’t understand you now.
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