Children of the rich -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
Nora went to her bedroom. It was a pleasant room; as it was then it
was practically her own creation; it represented her ideal of what her
sleeping chamber ought to be. She had even invested it with an air of
romance, as girls, when they are at the most romantic period of their
lives, sometimes will do. There are girls who regard their bedrooms as
if they were parts of themselves. Nora was one of them; she regarded
her bedroom as if it were part of herself.
As she entered it that afternoon, it seemed to her that there was
something strange about it, as if something had come into the
atmosphere which was not present when she was in it last. It disturbed
her, until she understood that the change was in her; that she had
already unconsciously realized that this room, which had meant to her
so many things, which she supposed would be hers for ever, might,
probably, soon be hers no longer. With that feeling in her mind the
room could never again be to her what it had been before; she felt
almost as if she were a stranger in it then. Seating herself at her
writing-table, she took the Bible which lay on the little shelf in
front, and read in it, trying her hardest to concentrate her attention
on its pages; but it was not easy, even the sacred words came to her
through a mist. But when she closed the book, and went and knelt
beside the bed, pillowing her face on the coverlet, as she had done
again and again, times without number; alike in her infrequent moments
of sorrow--she knew then what pigmy things those sorrows had been! and
in her abounding hours of joy;--it was almost with a sense of terror
that it was borne in upon her what great happiness she in truth had
known--there came to her, as she continued to kneel, that peace which
she so earnestly desired; so that she arose from prayer refreshed, and
with that courage in her heart which refreshment brings. Placing
herself on the armchair which stood by the open window, resting her
arms on the sill, looking at the green world, perhaps without seeing
how green and beautiful it was, so far as she could, she thought it
all out.
And the more she thought the more clearly she apprehended that life
for her--life as she hitherto had understood it--was at an end
already, before it had scarcely begun, if the things which she had
heard were true. She must depart from Cloverlea, and all that it stood
for, and go out into a world, of which she knew nothing, to earn her
own bread; she wondered, with an odd little smile, how she was going
to set about it; if the picture was as black as it had just been
painted. But was it? In her heart of hearts she doubted. Although she
had been in such slight communion with her father; although his
attitude towards her had been, in many respects, so unfatherlike; she
believed that she had understood him, and that they had had much more
in common than he had chosen to let it appear;--it would require a
great deal to convince her that she was wrong.
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