Long and painful was the conversation we had together that night, before
we attempted to sleep. I found my mother fully convinced that there was
a necessity for my not marrying De Walden, a necessity of which he was
now himself convinced; for she had gone round by Cambridge, in order to
see him: but she was not equally convinced that there was a necessity
for my marrying Pendarves, as all her objections to that marriage
remained in the fullest force.
The next morning she opened her heart on the subject to Mrs. Nelson, who
was Seymour's warm advocate, and assured her, that if she made proper
inquiries, she would find that the character of Pendarves was
universally spoken of as unexceptionable; and that whatever might have
been the errors of _the youth_, they were forgotten by other people in
the merits of _the man_.
"Ay, but a mother's heart can't forget them," she exclaimed, "when her
child's happiness is at stake!" and she begged to have no private
conversation with Seymour till the next day. In consequence, she saw him
only in a party at my uncle's, where she was struck with the great
improvement both of his face and person, for both now wore the
appearance of health; and the countenance which, when she last surveyed
it, bore the stamp of sickness and sorrow, now beamed with all the
vivacity of youth and hope.
The party was a mixed one of cards and dancing; and as she gazed on
Pendarves when he stood talking to me, he recalled forcibly to her mind
the image of my father, as she first beheld him in a similar scene,
four-and-twenty years before.
The next day Seymour obtained the desired interview with my mother. She
brought forward his former errors in array against him, his debts, his
dissipations, and his love of play; and though she expressed her
readiness to believe him reformed, still, as he ingenuously admitted
that his improvement was chiefly owing to my influence over him, she
could not deem it sufficiently well-founded to obviate her objections;
and he was still pleading, and she objecting, when Mr. Pendarves
insisted on entering. Mrs. Nelson and I accompanied him.
"I tell you what, niece," said he, "you do not use this young man well:
you bring up a parcel of old tales, and dwell upon the naughtiness of
them, as if he was the only young man who ever erred. I know all his
sins; he has made me his confessor. In the affair to which you allude he
was much more to be pitied than censured, and yielded at seventeen to
temptations which might have overcome seven-and-thirty. Since then he
has distinguished himself at college: he has paid all his old debts, and
incurred no new ones; he has steered clear of the quicksands of foreign
travel, shielded (as he says) by the hopes of one day possessing Helen,
and by the idea that he was the object of her love; and what would you
have more? Besides, Helen tells me he once saved her life."
"I did so," cried Seymour, eagerly seizing her hands, "I did so, and you
promised to be for ever grateful!"
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