English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
He was given that way almost from his nursery days, for he could not
even dress without racing his little brother in the doing up of little
buttons, and being upset if he got one little button behind. At the age
of eight he climbed all the trees of his father’s garden and, arriving
at their tops, felt a pang because the creatures left off so abruptly
that he could not get any higher. He wrestled with anybody who did
not mind rolling on the floor; and stayed awake once all night because
he heard that one of his cousins was coming next day and was a year
older than himself. It was not that he desired to see this cousin, to
welcome, or give him a good time; he simply designed to race him in the
kitchen-garden, and to wrestle with him afterward. It would be grand,
he thought, to bump the head of some one a year older than himself. The
cousin, however, was “scratched” at the last moment. It was a blow. At
the age of ten he cut his head open against a swing, and so far forgot
himself as to cry when he saw the blood flowing. To have missed such
an opportunity of being superior to other small boys made an indelible
mark on his soul, for, though he had not cried from pain, he had from
fright, and felt he might have beaten both emotions, if only he had had
proper warning.
His first term at school he came out top, after a terrific struggle;
there was one other boy in the class. And term after term he went on
coming out top, or very near it. He never knew what he was learning,
but he knew that he beat other boys. He ran all the races he could, and
played all the games; not because he enjoyed them, but because unless
you did you could not win. He was considered almost a prize specimen.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account