English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
They used his photograph, with the words, “It does
wonders with me,” coming out of his mouth, and on the opposite page
they used a photograph of his friend ---- ----, with the words, “I take
a glass a day, and revel in it,” coming out of his. On discovering this
he increased the amount at some risk to two glasses, determined not to
be outdone by that fellow.
He sometimes wondered whether, in the army, the church, the stock
exchange, or in literature, he would not have had a more restful life;
for he would by no means have admitted that he carried within himself
the microbe of his own fate.
His natural love of beauty, for instance, inspired him when he saw a
sunset, or a mountain, or even a sea, with the thought: How jolly it
would be to look at it! But he had gradually become so reconciled to
knowing he had not time for this that he never did. But if he had heard
by any chance that his friend ---- ---- did find time to contemplate
such natural beauties, he would certainly have contrived somehow to
contemplate them too.
As the time approached for being made a judge he compared himself more
and more carefully with his friends ---- and ---- ----. If they were
appointed before him, it would be very serious for his prospects of
ultimate pre-eminence. And it was with a certain relief, tempered with
sorrow, that he heard one summer morning that his friend ---- had
fallen seriously ill, and was not expected to recover. He was assiduous
in the expression of an anxiety that was quite genuine. His friend ----
died as the courts rose. And all through that long vacation he thought
continually of poor ----, and of his career cut so prematurely short.
It was then that the idea came to him of capping his efforts by writing
a book. He chose for subject, “The Evils of Competition in the Modern
State,” and devoted to it every minute he could spare during autumn
months, fortunately bereft of Parliamentary duties. It would just,
he felt make the difference between himself and his friends ---- and
---- ----, to a government essentially favourable to literary men. He
finished it at Christmas, and arranged for a prompt publication. It was
with a certain natural impatience that he read, two days later, of the
approaching issue of a book by his friend ---- ----, entitled, “Joy of
Life, or the Cult of the Moment.” What on earth the fellow was about to
rush into print and on such a subject he was at a loss to understand!
The book came out a week before his own. He read the reviews rather
feverishly, for they were favourable. What to do now to recover his
lead he hardly knew. If he had not been married it might have been
possible to arrange something in that line with the daughter of an
important personage; as it was, there was nothing for it but to part
with his pictures to the National Gallery by way of a loan. And this
he did, to the chagrin of his wife, about the middle of May. On the
1st of June he read in his Sunday paper that his friend ---- ---- had
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